hmm. i enjoy every weekend at home. even though it is just a mere one day thing, but at least i know i'm safe. there isn't a need to think about whether i am able to wake at at 5.15am to prepare to fall in. i would say i can really rest well at home.

secondly, the only reason i yearn for a book out is because of my family. i will definitely devote my time to them. i miss talking to my dad, my mum's food and my sister laughter. well, you don't really get to hear, eat and listen to all of those.

hmm. 6 months in NS alr. and i am still feeling the same way. well, i guess it has really changed how i think. at least i am planning in every stage of my life. and i know there isn't time to waste outside. going through NS alone without a partner makes me feel really bored sometimes. i envy those with gf, someone who they could talk to. nevertheless, i think i would not have time with her even if i have one. LOL. so best to be independent for now.

like what my dad always say, you need to be strong and independent. you are a guy.

haha! lame reasoning but it do sound true. =))

hmm. foxtrot wing first nights out!

well, book in earlier then expected. 2100 instead of 2230.

had a simple meal with eugene and joshua at pasta mania opposite safti mi. meet our hotel wing seniors and they shared their JCC experience with us. it is definitely enjoyable to hear it.

3 weeks more before i fly to brunei. things are going to be tough but i will make it.

JCC badge, here it come!

well. i suddenly have the urge to blog again.

this could very well be the avenue for me to express my thoughts when i feel like letting it out. =)).

in short, my blog is revived as for now.

changhorng.