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I myself that there are people that care abt me...realli grateful to me...i felt veri happy..seems that the world has abandon me but not! Todae release school so early...then go home immediately slp ler..LOL...wanted to study de but...tired..no choice!..nw using the com slacking slacking and slacking.. Haiz...dun haf mood to write a long post...veri stress and troubled this few days.. Not only studies but many other things... Haiz...din use the com yesterday coz nid to study for maths test... But veri disappointed ler...i haf a lot of careless mistake...no more A1 anymore...*sob*..nid to study hard for Mid Year Exams ler...so not updating too often...must study... Haiz...feel like i m the only stupid one in the class...everyone studying...working so hard..unlike me, everyday- hehehaha...nvr learn and concentrate during lessons...wat a failure am I!!!! Nid to buck up ler...play less, study more.... Haiz...next wk exam ler...so fast sia...From when i come to my new class 3/5, i was a total stranger to all of them...nw noe everyone lerz...make more friends..life become more enjoyable...=) Din complete geo wb and nid to go for remedial tml...haiz sianz..but i can learn more...Todae is veri boring...but lesson end veri quickly...went for geo make up lessons... and i was raining veri heavily...so dark sia..wasn't listening..playing wif chinhou and tryng to fix the gun althea passed it to me... Later after dismissal, went to opposite to buy french fries and chocolate ice blended...and pringles for tonite! ( nw eating!) Went home on the bus fixing the toy gun i buy myself...then fixed it and trying to shoot Minyi but the springwent missing! then, she start to play wif it...and getting lame..she shoot, i throw the bullet at poor little Hexun! Nid perfect combination...LOLX...so crap...haha first time in my sec 3 life, doing bio hw..LOL Exams is coming near...i might be using the com less hrs...study, study, STUDY!!!!Haiz... Haiz...times realli flies...next wk jiu mid year exam ler...so fast lorz... Monday is always the most sickening and boring day for me...dun realli like to go to school...everytime wanna slp in the class...got history common test todae which i tink i going to fail..LOLZ...study veri hard but no confident of scoring high marks...*sob*...Assembly was pure crap...dunno wat fashion design show...the models were veri gu niang lorz...so ku ku! kept laughing... Then went to outside school hawker centre to haf our lunch and when eating halfway, it rained heavily...i was like thinking:" lucky didn't wear my new shoes sia, thanks mum for reminding me not to" LOLz...after waiting for a while, chinese remedial is over...we nid to rush back for maths...evonne and I run back to school while marcus and sarah walk...walk summore...whole body drenched...go back to class then kena scolded by ms shyam! WTF! i rushed back to school for ur remedial lessons even when it is raining heavily and instead kena scolded by you...wat crap! can't u understand that??haiz...later went home and nw...Rotting to death... Bored Bored Bored... Wake up and find myself doing nothing....Juz staring at the blank ceiling of mine.So plain..thgt abt how plain and simple my life is... Everyone around me is like so hapi..studying so well, playing so well and many other more...feel like i'm the lousiest in the world...do maths, question all dunno how to do...wanted to study hist...nvr bring back textbk...how fucking idiot can i be...thgt of myself to be too stupid...can't do this, can't do that...ARGH! Went out to get a new converse shoe...wearing it tml...that cheer me up...that's all....and dota...i won a game juz nw but dun find it as fun as before...haiz... Dunno wat my mind is thinking haiz.... There are ups and downs during everyone life... This week for me is down... Went for CIP this morning, wake up early in the morning and when to school wif desmond...from there, we sit an hour of bus journey...so bored...then went we reach there, we formed groups of five and went picking up litter around the beach... while picking rubbish, weiru killed a jellyfish...so poor thing.. Then later went to play and never pick litter lerz...i kena sabo into playing the round round thing(dunno wat it is called)...swing and swing and swing till veri veri fast till i can't stop...luckily chinhou saved me...LOL...so fast sia...then went to climb the rope and chinhou injured himself again...LOL...so unlucky! Mdm soh kept asking us to pick up litter but we ignored her...*feel sorry for her*...Went to haf an ice-cream before going back to sch...was alighted at the bus stop outside 7-eleven...then tok a bus to bukit timah plaza to play lan.... Was supposed to meet at 2pm but reached there too early, then went for lunch...then had a 5v5 match... 1st match: Yujie- Bounty hunter Chinhou- Viper Chongchiang-Morphling Weihao- Sand King Guang jie- Visage Vs Bing Cheng- Chaos Knight Quan Xiang- Butcher Me- Centaur Warchief Ching Yang-Panda Jun hua-Nerubian Assassin Result: We won the match...i had 22 kills and 11 death...most of it accidentally ks ppl de...Farm a threads, 2 hearts, 2 bracers...LOL...that match was fun...But chinhou was angry wif mi that i kept shoutin" Kill Viper"...which makes him tink i veri kao bei...realli sry...juz to happi when u win a game...u will experienced it de..SRY! Second match: Chinhou- Sand King Me- Centaur Warchief Jasper- Balanar Vs Desmond- Treat protector Shao Cong-Bane Element Jian peng- Tiny Shao cong's friend- Drawven Sniper Result: We won and everyone own and we all top the highscore...i had 16 kills and abt 4 death i tink...farm a threads, heart, bkb then game jiu end ler... Later, went to causeway point wif desmond and meet marcus,shawn,althea,celisse and zhepeng...had dinner and went to watch movie-Ice Age 2....the show was pure lame and crappy...but it kept mi entertain.... Went home quickly to post abt wat happened todae.... After wat happened todae, I haf a thought of quitting DOTA...everytime i play dota, is either i quarrel wif someone or other ppl not happi wif each other...all this led me to tink that dota seems to spoil friendships...i dun like that feelings... I juz wanna say... Sry Chinhou, Junhua....Sry to everyone.... dota match is so sianz...kipt ksing ppl and kena gangbang...feel like a noob..Sry chinhou...i too lousy ler.... wanna go for study at my clubhouse ler...todae chiong finished hw then saturday and sunday can haf free time... ByE~ ARGH!!! Nvr complete geo wb and nvr hand in...feel so sry for miss chan, not being able to get all the wb...shld have done it but lazy to do... Todae, Desmond was the parade commander...so funni...but shout at least beta then jian peng and kenneth. Gd job! First lessons, come the stupid bloody PE...since i got 10min5secs last wk, so todae i walk...class 3/3 combined wif 3/5 todae for 2.4km second try...marcus went in at 9min44secs but wasn't counted coz lots of ppl cheat during the run...so sad for marcus...he did his best...then when to play soccer and scored a goal by header juz before the game end...draw- 1-1... Rest of day, i kept wanting to fall asleep...so tired...got back maths paper and only got 26/30 marks...realli disappointed in myself as chinhou got full marks...all of my stupid careless mistake...haiz...mus work hard...then play soccer after school and went late for english remedial...but got away wif it...it was all planning...then when to watch our class play against 3/8..the score was 4-3 and we were losing during half time...while watching the match, i tok abt someone and wanted to say the word "feeble" but pronouced it as "fi-be"so pai seh..mi english sucks!!!!...after decided to went home and darren later told mi that the score was 8-3 when final whistle blow...nice try anyway... Tml is good friday and lot of homework is waiting for mi to be done...haiz... Juz wish to live in the world wif no trouble...wif all my friends and of course...NO HOMEWORK!!! had a dota game tis afternoon... [MrT] Bugis-me [MrT] Lavender- Marcus [MrT] Geylang- chinhou vs Edmund I dun noe his name...( i man i realli dunno) I used dragon knight and kill only two times and die two times... the game was juz for fun...win in abt 30mins..but tio dc in front of the frozen throne...LOL Vnyr psouarg dito ar tny caddsy ij tny gocy, ny lcl cy ti olk ca jih o gocy...hyossa lnimkyd cy ol a tngt ny al orghu vaj cy... a load a mor't psou ord a toky tny arataotazy ti opisigafy ti nac yzyr tniegn a volr't ar o vhirg ot jahlt..Hyossa gsod tnot vy bitn opisigafy ti yomn itnyh syh... ri cihy misd voh... Juz realli veri glad! It's over...Good to be friends again...dun wish to lose a best friend like you...Promise to be friends forever and play dota as a team together ok? Promise? Tidoy lyy uie micarg ti lmniis yohsu, lyy yomn itnyh bet rzh tik ti yomn itnyh.misd voh noppyryd bytvyyr bitn ij el uyltyhdou...der valn ti tik obt at...wef nipy tnot e der toky at ti nyoht.a thu rit ti qeohhys vaj e, bet a wef mor't ltord uieh ottatedy. A dir't kriv niv e tnark bet a nipy tnal calerdyhltordarg vass liir yrd liir... Juz to exhausted, juz to exhausted.... Slp in school during, nvr concentrate during lessons...wat the heck m i doing?!@#*$*%# For geo lessons, i tried not to slp ler....until c.h lessons came, i fall asleep ler....slp for half an hour and the teacher dun care de..then english lessons, Mr methias come up wif other lame joke: Question:What is the opposite of history? Ans: Hertory... Pure lame lar...any lame joke by mr methias..the day soon over ler...went for badminton training and feel like falling asleep, no strength to hit the shuttle...then coach veri angry wif us todae as some of us nvr do their footwork properly...(NOT ME!)..argh! now still have so mani hw to do...don't wish to do it... Life is so miserable~ There are so many ups and downs... It seems there are more downs then ups for me... everyone seems to be against me...wish to be alone in a room and shout out all my trouble.how i wish i could,how i wish i could.... Played tennis, veri tired...come to sch, wana slp like that, talk whole morning abt DOTA, went to parade square..*yawn*...hot like hell, went to class for bio, tok to marcus abt dota, homework kena confiscated,pure crap...*yawn*..see shy frog, Finally!!!....but realli dun wish to see her.... English, Mr methasis came up wif lame joke: Here is how it goes, Question: Wat do the car say to the motocycle on the road? Ans: Hello Moto! Quite lame lar, but everyone laugh at this spastic joke...sort of entertainment to wake mi up...Maths lessons is when i started to get stress...worried abt the common test in one hr later....For common test, the question was quite easy, thanks to the encouragement by Adina..."Kept redoing!" i tink so....for assembly was pure crap...then chinese remedial anyohow chiong gong han..then listen to ms shyam teach us new chpt...juz wish lessons soon be over.... Yawn...ytd dota match rox... [Mrt] clan was formed.. Consists of: [MrT] Lavender - Marcus [MrT] Bugis - Me! [MrT] Geylang - ChinHou [MrT] Gj - Guang Jie We won coz we have teamwork....Unlike some kind of bastard....win ler not happi... wat fuck!Todae juz on my msn nick, i juz write Skeleton King- Beyond Godlike...u jiu bui song...wat fuck lar! U tink u veri pro izzit....i noe i m noob...but wif this kind of attitude of u how to be pro lar....crap lar....Idiot!I noe i lose to u in DOTA...under wat circumstances r u to lecture me???CRAPO! Lose ler jiu yao su de qi....i also can lose until so cham before...then ppl write they veri pro, i also nvr lecture them or say they haolian...Hey! comeon lar...yi shan hai bi yi shan gao....Crap Unforgetable moments todae, go study then laugh like siao Everytime go and meet my friends, always earliest...so sianz...later went to play arcade wif evonne, marcus while waiting for sarah to come...went to coffee bean to study first..then the first joke came... Evonne and Sarah went to buy a cup of coffee for $5 each...then marcus mad! kept complaining abt how expensive the coffee is, one cup of it can buy 7 kopi for a week, then drink one mouth of it jiu say $1 gone....(all in a funni tone!)..So CRAP!!!laugh till stomach ache!!!! Second joke: Went to KFC to have our dinner....then it all started when i say something that has no link to wat they r toking abt...then evonne then say " citylink".. even more no link...Then marcus start to crap again...Here it goes, " (Pointing evonne)-You're Citylink!, (Pointing sarah)- You're raffles place,( pointing to me)-You're bugis...(pointing to himself..hehe!at his groin!)this is lavender!!!!" Me and evonne mistaken it and start laughing like siao...then we make fun of him....so funni sia.... Find marcus todae veri funni and crap...but he entertain us a lot...THANKS!! haha Then went home( still laughing as thinking abt wat happened juz nw)...played dota, used lucifer 10 kill 1 death....but in the end won....coz starting chinhou use vs and walk together in a lane...then omniknight and tiny in our lane so noob then not long, we already pawned them a total of abt 8 times....me and ch earn a lot...in the end i got threads, heart, satanic and scroll of town portal..XD..chinhou got his skadi but the world tree fall juz after he click to purchase the scroll...XD... Actually, I find teaming up wif chinhou makes us better...we noe when to kill and back...help each other as hard as possible...realli nice to tag wif him...gd job..five* Hope that nxt friday match will be better...JIAYOU!!!! Gotta go slp ler...parents still at Fong Fei Fei's concert...byE~ Haiz...todae veri tired..come to school wanna slp like that... Woke up in the morning to find my leg pain...ytd we had our 2.4km run...My timing was 10min5secs...it was my personal best lorz.. and I'm veri happy...Early in the morning was slacked..then went down to parade square wif marcus and he went for nature's call before the parade commanding...He seems so nervous sia...but in the end, he did a good job...Well Done! Then got three period of maths lessons and Ms shyam is still not in school and got tons of question to do...while doing, we listening to music and eating food...XD..then for chemistry lessons, then went to lab and finally start on a new experiment...but the chemical is acidic and my skin is veri itchy while doing it...LOL! went for recess..then play veri enthu todae..defend wif all my might..dunno y too...XD.. Then got biolgy lessons, which end in a spilt seconds...then CME was slacked too but play wif marcus arm wrestling...nearly can win de but hand pain..summore later got badminton...can slp summore...then for geo, mi and marcus kept talking and nvr pay attention...Sry...Miss chan!!! Then went for badminton training which i end up veri tired.... After training, i was wondering... Why keep losing? Why i can't win? Why must make so many mistakes and end up scolding myself? Izzit because I'm too lousy? or izzit that i juz don't play well will my partner?Then Why i can't fucking play better and prove to them? Argh! My days are finally over.... LOL...Todae is my 40th post!!!LOL..lame..., Nw piaing maths so no time to write so much ler.. Bye~ |