yawns. chinese exams finally over man! thank god. so happy everything has ended man.

hmm. paper 1 was quite okayys. manageable. but paper 2. HORRIBLE. first four question was okayys because we practically did it before during remedial. the cloze passage was the WORST. out of 10 words, i only know 2 words. so i anyhow fill in the blanks de. oh. the last passage was easy to read and understand. but the question?!?! damn chim! come to think of it now. i think i wrote out of point. sian. pray miracle could happen man. i wanna get an A and dun disappoint ting lao shi lahhs. i dun wanna retake next year lahhs. so sian. i wanna get rid of chinese! work on GP instead, which is totally HORRIBLE!

helped out with russell skit before going to play bball. today is the day i really played damn hard for one match lahhs. i totally pia all the way. in the end, all my energy run out. damn tired. now my legs are hurting. oh gosh. haha. next time dun play serious match where points are counted. so hiong. LOL. but fun lahhs. xD.

after playing, sit down and have a nice chat with radz, qi and wena. haiz. promote radz man. next year class will be sian without his crapness. ROAR. promote pls. nvm. lets see on 7 nov. damn. im sure going to cry lahhs. zzz.

past few days. lots of crapness. here are the pictures! enjoy! got 717. but i going upload a few nice ones!















HAHA. ENJOY. docr. cu bod nobat al micarg bomk. licytacyl, iry'l card tyrdl ti tnark tii cemn.

WOOHOO. this is my 240th post. whats so special about it anyway? LOL. oh well. xD.

hmm. damn sian. having headache. yawns. i tink i must stop dotaing le. i tink it is making me procrastinate. yawns. ROAR. i have to stop playing for now!!! AHH!

another JJ song for you guys to enjoy. and this song is damn romantic i tell you. =DD.

《小酒窝》

林俊杰＆蔡卓妍
作曲：林俊杰 填词：王雅君

我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆 缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了 无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛 迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老
幸福开始有预兆 缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了 无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛 迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老
小酒窝长睫毛 迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老

haha. damn cool isn't it? LALA. oh well. want the song? go buy his album man! HAHA.

aiyahh. i tink i shall just stone for the time being. then tired le, jiu go sleep. i damn sick of life sometimes. so boring de. HAHA.

BYE BYE GUYS. noaf. cy ord cu valnjes tnarkarg. a der tark atl pillabsy.

Tag replies:
chloe: yup. but actually all of you are sleeping! LOL.
anonymous: O.o. wth. another person anonymous! show your true self! ROAR.
jolyn: HIHI. how have you been?

yawns. just going to do a very short post. very sick. =((. ytd desmond bbq party eat too much heaty food le. plus 12pm playing in the sun, SOCCER. xD. no wonder will fall sick. summore, not even a single sip of plain water the day before. HAHA. oh well, now down with flu and sore throat. YOU DERSERVE IT MAN. LOL.

hmm. went to harry house for PW today. worked on the Q&A answers already. guess we are ready for any question on tuesday! HAHA. yay. tml no school, which means, i can rest another day. before A level chinese comes, i pray i will be okayys! HAHA.

sian. still have chinese homework to do tml. yawns. alright! i shall go sleep le!

bye bye guys! =DD. licytacyl, a welt somkyd tny miehogy ti lpyok.

Tag replies:
Jiingharn: LOL. =PP.
yihui: wah. say until i so bad! if i never sms you, i will never know your secret lo! HAHA. lucky i did!
ijc: O.o. eh eh. who are you? dun be anoymous lehx.

hmm. decided to blog since really nothing to do at all lahhs. yawns. had to come home early because my parents aren't happy abt me coming home late. this is so especially my dad. now sort of have coldwar luh. =.=. haha. but things will be fine sooner or later. [ i hope! ] xD.

one week of PW and MT intensive just flew past just like this. so fast luh. yawns. this also means the number of days also shortened le. =((. sian. haiz. alright alright. no emo post today! HAHA. oh ya! btw, i bought JJ LIN new album le! xD. here is the picture man!
LOL. the songs are very nice luh. especially the song, 我还想她. well. its a emo song lahhs. HAHA. =DD.

yawns. i kind of miss cheer a lot. we haven't been having training for a very long time already lahhs. =((. sian. later go back training sure make a lot of mistakes de. so long also never train myself le. sure no strength le. LOL. AHH. please luh. i want cheer sia. T.T.

now, some random pictures i took during lesson time. HAHA.






this is what the class is doing when mdm zalinah wasn't here for pw last week man. xD. everyone doing different thing. me? go around taking photos lo! HAHA. hmm! so fun. LALA. aiyahh. end of the post le. nothing to say also. HAHA.

LETS WORK HARD FOR PW AND UPCOMING MOTHER TONGUE EXAMS! (:

BYE BYE! uieohycallydcallydcallyd.

Tag replies:
Rad-Z: LOL. relax lahhs! i wun cry overnight because of that! i know you are joking lahhs!
Jiingharn: EH EH. SHOO. dun read my blog man! talk so much. you also scared. RUBBISH. ROAR.

omg. ytd was damn fun. reached home like only 12.30am? xD. jalan raya at four ppl house. keep eat and eat and eat! but the food is really damn nice lahhs! first time jalan raya and i enjoy it so much. thanks to faiz, asfalina, afiq and radzee for inviting me man. really enjoyed it! =DD.

after that, we went to beauty world. most of them went to play pool. only me, seow qi and harry go play dota. HAHA. very fun! 1v2 them. damn cool lahhs! haha. first game win, second one lose. xD. after that, we go ROC. xD. talk talk talk, crap crap crap, then take pictures till camera no battery. LOL. DAMN FUNNY. haha.

went home by bus with radzee, talk quite a lot. damn. he is so fun to talk to. dun wanna lose him as a friend man. promote him pls god. i gladly appreciated. =)).

today went to sharifah house to do PW. AND OH YEAH MAN. our OP slides and video is done. DAMN NICE LAHHS. HAHA. my group, we are going to score an EE man. JIAYOU GUYS. tml is presentation! im afraid i stunned. well, lets see how things go! =DD.

sometimes, i feel lonely. random! uie omteossu kriv ac hyjyhharg ti uie. der tark itnyhvaly cor. uie kriv cy vyss yriegn. =)).

Tag replies:
chloe: yup. forever. =))
yihui: LOL. please! i got S. xD.
van: HELLO. xD.

yawns. FINALLY. WR is DONE. ROAR! still have I&R and OP to go and that's it! can't wait for it to be over man! haha. oh ya! still have chinese A level. hmmm. i aim for B jiu hao le! happy enough! HAHA.

today whole day quite slack. the worst is that we have 2hours of PW tutorial. WTH. so long! BORING. then see janelle group and amanda group present. spot lots of mistakes but i tink our group will be the same de lahhs! see ppl present easy, when comes to your turn, you panic. xD. this is humans lahhs! LOL. was pretty angry with someone just now. honesty doesn't always paid off you know. sometimes, at the right time, telling a lie would save people a lot a lot of troubles. thanks for announcing it aloud. OH THANKS.

hmm. very tired right now. bball till very late just now. got sugar rush in the end. damn damn DAMN HIGH. xD. don't know why. LOL. in the end, the same four person left the school last. xD. the four who lost our bags! xD. damn funny. so fun chatting lahhs, although i always kena shoot lahhs! i know how radzee always feel. T.T. well. this is life. at least everyone else is smiling. =)).

OH YA. FREAK. cockroach in my room when i bathe finish. panick like siao. scream like a girl. OMFG. i just can't get rid of my fear. i hate INSECTS. ROAR. GET OUT OF MY ROOM! SHOO.

i shall end of with this line. my friends, i am sure going to miss you guys badly next year, damn badly. VYY. ac noppu lyyarg uie tidou. yzyhutnarg lyycl ti by giid. nono. ltip dhyocarg cor mnorgnihrg!

hmm. just change the picture in my blog. kind of sick of my old picture. LOL.

hmm. just love my class a lot. im sure going to miss it a lot a lot lahhs. ><. damn it. LOL. tml go school act man, go home cry! LOL. JOKING. well well. think its time to turn in le! so late le! tml running in the morning summore! so BYE BYE! ajacdiarglctntnotcokyuiedaloppiartyd,tysscy.avorrokrivlyhaielsu.

hmm. decided to blog. cause i really have nothing to do right now. my com is lagging like hell and i can't dota at all. keep hanging. =.=.

lots of things are running through my mind. unfortunately, its all the negative thoughts. yawns. well. people are getting back their results and they aren't really happy with it. i really fear for my friends. i really want the whole class to promote together lahhs. i dun wanna see a shrunken class next year. the fun will all be gone lahhs. damn it. why do sad things have to happen at the end of this year.

why do happiness always come to an end? i just don't understand. im really sad that all the fun we had together is coming to an end in 1 month time. all my classmates. i dun wish to lose anyone of you. you guys are just like the bits and pieces of my life. ahh. damn it.

well. i guess i have to start to cherish every single time with them right now. hope it's not too late. thinking of it makes me wanna cry. haiz. this is life.
yzyr jih cy. a der vort. a hyossu mor't syt gi. uie.

Tag replies:
marcus: yup yup. haha.
Fucheng: heyys! my name is spelled changhorng. not charnghorng. LOL.
yihui: alright! =DD.

haiz. i really feel there is a need for me to blog. the pressure is building up within me and i need confine this to someone. so let this someone be this blog. LOL.

i think i've been giving myself too much pressure le. pressure to do well for midcourse. pressure to promote to J2. ahhh.. all this is killing me.. i know if any of my classmate is reading this, they will sure say, aiyahh. you confirm promote one. you dun promote, everyone also dun promote. CONFIRM.

eh. i wanna clarify this. im not like some sort of god that will pass everything. im still a human being too. i do have feelings. i do feel pressured to promote. all this is making me go crazy. lets take today chemistry paper for example. i aim to score an A for chem before the paper starts. then while doing the paper, i start to feel the immense pressure to do well, and when im stuck at a question, i just totally freaked out. subsequently, i keep getting mental block and stuff. and i was bugged by the fact that i only need to score 40 marks for this paper to pass midcourse chem. therefore, i tend to give up marks in the paper easily. ARGH. how i wish i didn't know how much i must get to pass. this is some sort of psychology i guess. =.=.

roar.. i just to need say all this because i dunno who to confine this to. im really stressed. damn damn stressed. well this is the estimated grade i expect myself to get for the midcourse paper. not overall. just for the midcourse paper itself.

GP: U
Chinese: D
Bio: B
Maths: D
Chem: S
Geo: paper tml. =.=.

argh. what kind of rubbish result is this lahhs. i wanna promote but 'just nice' promote isn't very good either. my dad will kill me if he see this kind of result lahhs.. disappointed in myself lahhs. all this unneccessary pressure is still coming at me right now, even though i told myself to relax and to take things easy. DAMN IT. SHOO MAN. ROAR. this is like so unlike me. AHH.

AFTER MIDCOURSE, still have pw. mdm z rushing me for the OP slides. argh. you can't expect me to do it like today right? =.=. damn it lahhs. work work and work. i beginning to regret coming to JC. i really do.
i really hope things are much better for you. don't be like me, sitting down here, troubling about papers that have already past. hate this bad habit of mine.

roar. sick of study life.