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jun: LOL. you actually read my blog! HAHA. yeah. miss those times! rmb the playground we always go and sit the swing? damn it lahhs! that is like so fun when i come to think of it.

well! i love my childishness then. so innocent and free. no worries abt the world. no worries abt who is talking abt me. the heartpain within me never ever once exist then. now, everything seems flooding in. i am bound to lots of trouble and stress within me. ahh. damn it. life is just so lame. if only i can rewind back to my sec 2 life again. i wanna relive it. =)).

hmm! sian! really find the need to update my blog! haha! just feel like saying out everything. dun care whether got ppl read a not. LOL. today is a very tired day. cheer on wednesday have been giving me shoulder ache. =((. guess i had to put up with it. gp lecture was pretty entertaining. haha. how i wish mr sim is our GP teacher. enjoy his lessons a lot during PAE. woah. have chinese test. finish it like 30mins before the paper end. then fall asleep after that. i was really lethargic. =((.

OMG. assembly was the worst. principal talk. long and draggy. yawns. wanna sleep also cannot. =((. sometimes we just have to show respect to her right? bear with it man chang horng. =)). maths test was a disaster!!! i could complete it de! i do halfway, then have doubts with my working. SHIT IT. i should have just continue!! i can get the answer de!!! this is the first maths test i study. let's see what's the result ba! LOL. no point carrying over a spilled milk! =DD.

Geo lesson was horrible. i forget to bring my notes. then mrs nordin started to scold. haiz. she is so offensive in her words. she is always against some ppl in our class. i really feel bad and unhappy for them. i just wished she could be more sensitive and show my respect to her students. =)). wish for the best man guys~

PE was fun! softball is really very exciting! haha. at first i find it lame and confusing. right now, im starting to love it a lot! HAHA.

hmm! dance from 6-8 was fun! LOL. didn't get to see my 'skirt'. haven't okayys yet! PHEW! after this week, we are really free le! WOOHOO.

haiz. still stuck with my EoM, need to do the NYAA booklet thing and study for chemistry for tml. AHH. so many things to do! damn it! im feeling tired now. wake up chang horng!!!
sometimes i feel that everyone is working twice as hard as i am working now. assuage my pain.

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jiejie: LOL. funny luh funny! =PP.

well well! changed blogskin ytd but never update! SORRY! i didn't actually use the com ytd luh! HAHA. it is my sister that help me change blogskin and help me with the pictures! thanks a lot mei! =DD.

yawns. time is really packed for me. so many things happening this week. ahh! when can i start my revision for midcourse!! i dun wish to lag behind! ROAR. tml got cheer which is going to end at 8.30 i suppose! thursday got dance from 6-8 where i get to see my costume. fri got chemistry test which i haven't taken from 210 to 325. ROAR. sat full dress rehersal from 4pm to 10pm. =.=. sunday actual performance! LOL. i am looking forward to it lahhs, but at the same time dun wish 3 August to actually come. how i wish there is this suspense is enough already. LOL. damn it. guys i am going to perform at:

Admiralty CC
3 August 2008. 6-10pm.

=((. im not sure need to pay money a not lahhs! HAHA. damn it! i am going to perform topless. SHIT IT. so if you guys don't come, it will also count as a blessing for me! LOL. save the embarrassment for myself! =DD.

well well. some random thought.
i was reading through my old friend blog, guang jie's dead blog. read his latest post which is like 30 august 2005 lahhs! haha. he commented on each and everyone of his friend. i was mentioned too! ^_^!! hmm. i really miss the sec 2 life man. everyone of us is like so immature. daydreaming about love. HAHA. damn funny. we even form a clan luh. the CHAOS clan summore! LOL. got Chaosangel, Chaosdevil, Chaosmage, Chaosarcher and best, ChaosEX. LOL. damn funny. haha. well, this are memories that will never be forgotten in my life. =)). love my friends! you guys are still best to me. =)). this are the real and impactful memories that are really worth mentioning.

haiz. how i wish all my friends are like this. keep the backstabbing out of the list. at least i feel so loved then. everyone is just so genuine.

well well. done with my homework. so can spare some time blogging. HAHA.

today is a pretty long day. today the muttons come to our school. well, they are really a joker sia. HAHA. the call-in was hilarious even though i hear it for the fourth time already. xD. coke. LOL!

actually i got nothing much to talk about also lahhs! HAHA.

hmm. sometimes, weird things just happen to different people at different part of their life. we just get disgusted by the way people do things. have you ever wonder that whether you yourself have done things that others despise or feel disgusted about? or do you guys sometimes feel fortunate that you are not being said about or comment within your circle of friends? everyone have different opinion about one another. to put it in a good way to the person, you tell him/her straight into the face and hope that he/she will change. but how many of you actually do that?

Honestly, think about it. are you guilty of saying bad abt someone behind their back? most people opt for this option. haiz. this is life. there is always discrimination and prejudice in this world. it is something that is within us. no one can change this fact. it is really up to you to decide how you wanna treat it only.

im really sad. am i living in a world where everyone is against me? i really wish to close one eye sometimes.

Tag replies:
Jiing harn: HAHA. maybe some other times mei! =PP
twin?: who the heck are you? LOL.
meLau: LOL. it doesn't makes much of a difference if you are taller. LOL.

well. just feeling kind of emo now. lots of things to do in a short period of time. ahh. really frustating lahhs. things are always racing through my mind now. what to do next and when. things just piled up right behind if you just lose your focus and stop. ahhh. someone share my pain.

i'm really so sorry for what happened. i know i am your cause of all troubles. i know i lead you here. i know what i did can't be erased. i really shouldn't have hurt you so much. i feel damn bad diminishing your future, your life, your passion. what i did was utterly selfish. moment of foolish, a lifetime of regret. i'm sorry that this happens to you. i dun deserved to be your loved one once before. i really dun.. forgive me..

well, sometimes, have you ever wonder if time could just turn back with the snap of a finger? i will choose not to hurt you. i'm sorry.

Tag replies:
Rad-Z: HAHA. thanks! sorry for not updating lately!
yuling: opps! i guess its over. xD.
ellise: ALRIGHT! =DD

hmmm! shall blog ba! never blog much often. so sorry! HAHA.

well well! work load is finally off! EoM submitted [ hope it is good ] , geo tutorial all completed. woots! HAHA. feel very relax right now. =DD.

on wed, i didn't manage to do my shoulderstand pop well. i really damn emo after that. i feel damn bad lahhs. simple thing yet i can't do it properly, make vivian fall straight onto the floor. =.=. ARGH. well! i shall do it correctly next time! sorry guys! forgive me okayys!

thurs was fun! first of all, went for assembly for the step down of student council thing. well, kind of bored lahhs! we swop lunch and maths. then during lunch, we crap crap crap. then me and ryan suddenly came up with a new idea. hannah montana dance+huangfeihong song. xD! DAMN FUNNY! i dunno how to describe lahhs! but it is really very very cool! HAHA. best part, we after PE that day, went to take lots of crappy pictures in the rain! HAHA. love my class! here are some of the pictures! xD. some might look OMG. cause i really went crazy lahhs! HAHA.




HAHA. =DD. today was fun too! went to school for PW. came to school at like 9am to realise school only open at 10am. wait outside front gate like dumbo! then fongyong mother bring us to vista point for breakfast before we walk back for PW. then do lo! then after that went for dance.
WELL WELL. the dance turn out to be cool after some time. =DD. interesting. one thing: the guys full dress rehersal is only wear a skirt lahhs! top nothing! going to paint it gold. OMG. so not going to tell my dad i going for the performance man! HAHA. after the training, went to causeway eat again! CRAP CRAP CRAP a lot. eat half an hour, talk 1 1/2 hours! haha! present to you the WSC award! tell you guys some other time! for cheer purpose de! HAHA.

alright! BYE BYE. well well, im scared of you. SHOO!

SO SORRY GUYS! i really too busy to update my blog luh! haha.

well, i guess not much ppl read it. nevermind. tink positive! =DD

hmm! currently struggling on my EoM. =.=! diao! hate it really. sian! HMM. also nothing to blog about de! roar! think think think!

i really hate three days straight of holidays. real bored staying at home. i wanna talk to my friends. i wanna play! AHH. i guess tml is a long day again! gotta run tml morning! its time to watch my tummy! xD.
life right now really seems meaningless to me. =((.
BYE!

Tag replies:
chloe: link le lahhs! relax!
passer-by: huh? who the hell are you? LOL.

roar! i really don't have the time to blog lahhs! i'm doing my geography halfway! xD. well, shall take some time off just to blog before it dies again!

wah! today whole body aching. especially my stomach muscle. cheer training ytd was really really tough! it was the warm up that make me feel so tired lahhs! so hiong! coach have really no mercy at all de! but it is good for us in the end lahhs! =)). well! the stunts we did ytd was actually quite simple. just shouldersit and pop off from the front, shoulderstand, elevator and extension thats all. HAHA. but it was fun! HAHA. however, it end quite late abt 8.30 like this. reach home immediately knocked out. =((. never study much at all! sad to say, we aren't going to participate in the competition too. well, timetable is really packed for all the j1 lahhs!

YAY! also, i can go for the OCIP trip to batam with my class le! but i really feel bad not going for my cousins wedding lahhs. but no choice, i dun wanna see one-third of my end of year testimonial to be a blank man! HAHA.

well, today nothing special happens! oh yeah! mother tongue oral. wah seh. the topic quite easy lahhs! but at that moment, just blacked out lahhs! the male examiner keep nodding his head. dunno for what! good or not good?! roar! also, i start out reading the passage so softly. when i realise that, i stay to increase my volume lahhs! i dun wanna shout reading the passage at first lahhs! HAHA.

wah wah wah! mr chu say must study at least 27-28 hours per week, excluding cirriculum time! wah seh! come home everyday wanna die le lahhs! confirm sleep for at least an hour before waking up to my homework de lo! then by the time wake up, already 9 plus. study till what time man! 12 ar? then next day wake up go school again?! where got enough time to sleep!!! you agree a not? LAME!

well, back to my geo! spend too much time here! have i really let you go already?

bye!

pourquoi vous faire doit me fait ceci.. ce qu'a fait je fais.. il n'y a pas de besoin pour vous m'insulter.. disant tout ceux-là bourrent.. comme, il y a le paquet de filles dans la stimulation de foule pour choisir from.,. everytime vous voit autour de flirter avec les filles dans la stimulation de foule.. ce que tout si chio. pls. si vous vraiment la blessure de wanna me.. juste me frappe.. les mots me blessent plus.. je même ne vous ai jamais insulté Pourquoi devoir garder répéter ces mots ? je vous déteste.. je déteste vraiment le fait je vous aime une fois.. je cried.

feel so invaded.

Tag replies:
MX: haha! it's okayys! no problem!
andrina: cool? in what way? haha! i'm very happy that my friends are this good to me.

well, actually loads of thing to blog about lehx. but blogging it here seems a little offensive lo. NEVERMIND. haha! woohoo! another person wish me happy birthday! yixi, thanks! =)).

sorry for not blogging ytd guys! was studying in the night! then watch tennis jiu go sleep le! SORRY. HAHA.

Roar! i hate my wound! it look really disgusting. well, going to get a scar for sure! =((. well well, so random! ignore me! xD. one thing damn sian is JC life sucks! you see the schedule for term 3. WTH lahhs! so packed! got EoM draft 1 to 3, WR draft 1 to 3, I&R to prepare, OP too. together with mid course too. wah sian lahhs! now, almost every saturday need to be sacrificed to do PW. =.=. so argh! i really find trouble having time to revise my homework and do my notes. everyday go home already wanna die le. well! i hate studying!

hmm! thanks seow qi for the keychain! LOL. it spells 'LAO HORNG'. do i look old? =.=! anyway, thanks a lot!

anyway guys, i come across this dance video. DAMN nice! watch it. be awe.


it is bloody amazing.

haiz. lots of things i wanna mention.
1.well, personally i feel copied. i seems to be being mimicked by you. everything you do is somewhat similar to me. i feel as if i am being watched. i hate it. pls stop following what i am doing. i hate the fact that i am followed. i hate the feeling. stop being a replicate of me. i had enough of you. argh. you get what i mean, don't you?
2. i was stunned by the fact that you actually wanna approach me. =.=. well, is that any of my business to you? i need to respect others privacy. i really feel there isn't a need for me to tell you anything. you just make me think abt the past. i dun wan to have anymore reminiscence abt it. stop bringing it up. it hurts me.
3. because of number 2, it really brought me abt, thinking abt the past. i dun wan to think of it anymore. it hurts me when i tink of you. it hurts. i dun wanna hurt myself anymore. you live your own life, i live mine. can? and pls. you, dun anyhow jump to unnecessary conclusion. it's lame. well, i tink i haven't changed. being too sensitive hurt myself too much. i did it again today.
well, i shouldn't be emo. i should tink abt positive side in life. thanks for all the concern. =)).

BYE! =)).