brimming with confidence turns out to hurt you the most when you face failure. what you get in the past doesn't mean that the outcome would be the same now. this is a lesson for you to realise your mistakes. there are always someone out there hoping you'll fall. when you do, it's his/her chance to run right past you. well. i guess the most important is how you pick up and get right back on track.
nevermind what you just read. just me ranting over my poor block test result. ain't really satisfied with it, but going to accept it and face reality. this really makes me think about my PW work. the value of positive outlook has certainly been instilled not only to my participants, but also into me! LOL. alright! bullshit over here. talking about PW, i heard that we are going to get our results next monday. i hope it is not too greedy asking for a B, but it would be better if we manage to get hold of an A. xD.
really feeling very tired on the first day of the week. perhaps i enjoyed myself too much during the weekend and deprive myself of sufficient rest. my eyes are like closing when i was watching TV just now.
had mock nafa today. happy that my stamina didn't dropped as badly as i expected. it has been two weeks since i last ran. btw, i don't wish to join the 4X100m relay at all. i am just an average runner. i am not built to run fast like sharan. he's mad i tell you. horribly fast. pass the baton to him is a hell of a problem. LOL. oh well. i'll ask them to get a substitute if possible.
oh damn it. my result for gp is a goner. i had put in my best effort for it and yet, i only scored 10/35 for content only. freaking pathetic! but at least i felt that i've improved and will continue to work harder. not sad about it, but experiencing the feeling of disappointment.
yawns. turning in soon. nights!
note: always look on the bright side of life~ * melody follows* if you guys know lahhs! HAHA. ignore this guy over here trying to entertain himself. LOL.
woah. JJ concert was nice. damn nice. watch two of his concert already, yet still amazing. the whole lineout of the concert was different. many different new elements in it. many new songs being sang. new dance moves. simply cool. brought camera but didn't take any pictures. one reason is too far lahhs. i not so crazy to buy the $148 ticket to sit in front and kena scream to death. LOL. another reason is i was too into the concert. best part was his whole family went up to play his song. his mother playing the pipa, brother playing the piano and dad playing the erhu. then he sing. tell you. zai sia! my parents like that part very much too. damn touching and cool luh! you must see it to experience it man. SERIOUSLY nice. haha. sorry for my limited vocab words. working on that! LOL.
oh well. school resumes tml. holiday mood should be off already. time to work hard and achieve something at As! LOL. mock nafa tml too. running is going to be hard. haven't been running for two weeks already. god bless me! HAHA.
all the best guys! =DD. oc a dhyocarg ih vnot?
note: sometimes, you just know that something bad is going to happen for you, but knowing that you can't do anything about it except to live with it, it hurts badly.
everyone have done their best. even though all the hard work we put in didn't allow us to achieve at least a third place in the senior high category, but i know everyone of us in the squad is a winner. i hate to say that we aren't going to show the school what we have achieved, however i think we all did great and learn a lot from this competition. i'm really sad that we can't prove to the school that cheerleading isn't worth closing down and are capable of winning something every year. but i still think they are foolish to do so.
alright! lets cheer up! we can work something out next year and participate again next year. no worries! sleep well guys. tml is block test! need ample sleep! haha!
once again, *clap clap clap clap clap* GOOOOOOOOOOOOO AD ASTRA! WOOOOOOOOO! never say die!
bye! i sincerely apologise to you. dui bu qi. ac li lihhu jih cu arlyrlatazatu, ylp tivohdl uie. a dadr't cyor ti neht uie ih pallyd uie ijj. a kriv a osvoul di. li lihhu. couby a lniesd bomk ijj. jihgyt obiet tny 'couby'. a vass.
BYE! a dir't kriv vnot tny nyss al vhirg vatn cy. a welt jyys silt jih vihdl cilt ij tny tacy. couby oss tny vnasy, a welt tnarkarg tnot tnyhy al ltass o mnormy suarg divr tnyhy jih cy ti ghob at. oppohyrtsu, at'l phibobsu or asselair.
dee: is not enuff ppl joining lo. sian diao. sch screwed up. andrina: =((. sadly, we can't do anything jups: yup yup. =)). AZH: of course! you can be my backspot then. xD. jasmine lee: haiz. nvm lo! im still going to do cheer after that. i dun care. its fun! HAHA.
oh well. i tried my best for GP. apparently, i dun think i have done enough to ensure i confirm pass. well, i know i tried. let's see the result when i get it back. =)).
woohoo. sing and beatbox at the same time. practising this. you gotta see me doing this next time. so catch it. =)). LALA.