`CHANGHORNG(:

2010-11-03T21:43:00.003+08:00

flying off to taiwan in a few hours time.

well, really dunno what to do now. both my parents are resting nw so that they can send me off to the airport later. appreciated.

will be back on 24 nov!

hmm. well. i do feel lost in my life sometimes. yawns.

i will spend some time finding myself back. perhaps when im back in singapore.

2010-10-28T09:10:00.002+08:00

281010. just woke up in camp. time to wake up is 9am. but apparently, everyone is sleeping. haha.

well. i still feel a little unwell though. however, the feeling of vomitting is currently absent. hopefully it won't surface any time soon.

hmmm. i need to buck up on my combat fitness now. it is stopping me from performing, damn. i need more training! movement in FBO nearly killed me. shoulder still aching nw. yawns. i know i can do better.

well. off to cleaning arms!

2010-10-13T21:48:00.001+08:00

time is really flying very slow these few days.

i want to go to taiwan now. i want to train!

hmm. sometimes it can get really bored.

i guess the best thing in life is to have sufficient rest. seriously. i want to sleep now badly, but haven't had RO.

come on. come on. i want sweet dreams.

sian. i really ranting nonsense here.

but this is ain't nonsense. i miss my family.

2010-10-11T07:01:00.002+08:00

i apologise for not blogging after coming back from brunei! i've been very busy enjoying life till i forgot about thanking everyone that pull me through that tough 9 days. well, JCC would not have been possible with the help of my tango, 17. they are truly the best. the bonds we shared during the 9 days are unforgettable. all thanks to them, i attained what i aimed for.

JCC BADGE!

also, i would like to thank God for bringing me through that tough 9 days. when i feel like giving up, you are the one that pick me up and push me on. i thank you for everything you have given it and i really appreciate it when i know that there is always someone behind me, supporting me. all would not be possible without you. thank you, my Lord.

last but not least, i like to thank my family for being my motivation during the 21 days in brunei. i really want to thank my parents for making the effort to send me off and pick me up from the airport during my departure and arrival at the airport. they also took care of me when i was back from brunei, sick with fever up to 39 degrees. definitely, i miss my sister a lot too. 21 days of peace with no nonsense is boring. haha!

hmm. 1 week of break + att c has allowed me to rest fully already. well. about 2 more months of training more before commission. press on!

2010-09-12T17:31:00.002+08:00

well well well. 4 days of holidays finally come to an end! hmm. not really. still got another 6 hours or so. haha. i am glad that army has given us a four days break before we go to brunei to have our training. JCC JCC JCC. i spent my time with my family and friends well and i really enjoy it. i'm sorry i cannot spend my time with everyone, but i promise to make time for you guys when i am back alright? =)).

definitely, my aim for this trip is to achieve my JCC badge. i have worked hard and trained hard for past 1 month or so to prepare myself for the worst in JCC. thus, i am physically and mentally prepared to face any challenge. well, though i yearn to earn this badge badly, i will never compromise my safety or integrity just to get it. so to my friends and family, i will come back to singapore safely on the 3rd october. so don't worry! i will take care of myself.

hmm. this trip will definitely be a learning experience for me. what i going to experience there is probably once in a lifetime thing. so i am going there to enjoy it.

well, i don't want to make this post so emotional. not as if i not going to come back at all. LOL.

ROAR. i will do my best. and definitely my very best. like what my dad always say, do your best. you will never regret. REN.

faith not fear.

2010-09-02T14:44:00.002+08:00

confined this weekend once again.

for what? more training! wing com thinks we need more training to toughen ourselves up for JCC which is going to start in approx. 1 and half week time.

well, train train train. practice makes perfect.

i can do it. JCC. here i come.

2010-08-29T13:25:00.003+08:00

hmm. i enjoy every weekend at home. even though it is just a mere one day thing, but at least i know i'm safe. there isn't a need to think about whether i am able to wake at at 5.15am to prepare to fall in. i would say i can really rest well at home.

secondly, the only reason i yearn for a book out is because of my family. i will definitely devote my time to them. i miss talking to my dad, my mum's food and my sister laughter. well, you don't really get to hear, eat and listen to all of those.

hmm. 6 months in NS alr. and i am still feeling the same way. well, i guess it has really changed how i think. at least i am planning in every stage of my life. and i know there isn't time to waste outside. going through NS alone without a partner makes me feel really bored sometimes. i envy those with gf, someone who they could talk to. nevertheless, i think i would not have time with her even if i have one. LOL. so best to be independent for now.

like what my dad always say, you need to be strong and independent. you are a guy.

haha! lame reasoning but it do sound true. =))

2010-08-25T22:10:00.002+08:00

hmm. foxtrot wing first nights out!

well, book in earlier then expected. 2100 instead of 2230.

had a simple meal with eugene and joshua at pasta mania opposite safti mi. meet our hotel wing seniors and they shared their JCC experience with us. it is definitely enjoyable to hear it.

3 weeks more before i fly to brunei. things are going to be tough but i will make it.

JCC badge, here it come!

2010-08-23T16:28:00.002+08:00

well. i suddenly have the urge to blog again.

this could very well be the avenue for me to express my thoughts when i feel like letting it out. =)).

in short, my blog is revived as for now.

changhorng.

2009-09-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

LOL. this is so funny. i think i got misunderstood again i guess! HAIZ. nevermind! =)).

2009-09-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

ROAR. prelim 2 are near!!!! jiayou everyone! =)).

ac lyhaielsu silt jih vihdl. a dir't kriv vnot mor a di ti yxphyll cu orgyh omteossu. hotnyh, a mniily rit ti di at ar jhirt ij oruiry. ojtyh oss, a dir't valn ti lpias yzyhuiry'l dou. licytacyl a valn a mor tosk ti uie ramysu ord tyss uie niv a jyys obiet at. bet niryltsu, vnot'l tny piart? tny ottatedy uie nozy lyhaielsu cody cy hyosaly tny thetn. vyss, arltyod ij pallarg culysj ij izyh uie, nivyzyh ih hotnyh, a viesd saky ti tnork uie. =)).

uie vass lyy.

im sorry for having to blog in this language. i don't wish to affect anyone's mood. seriously. so do forgive me alright?

p.s. don't be oversensitive.

haiz. i seriously need someone to talk to.

2009-08-29T20:52:00.003+08:00

had such a hard time trying to decide which bottle is suitable for mr lee. zzz. nearly got pissed off man. i never want to have to choose anymore next time. i don't wish to put friendship on the line just because of a small little thing. haiyahh. enough talking abt it. =)). but i gotta admit that both bottles are really nice.

well well. haven't been blogging for some time. also, i forgot to comment about my belated birthday gift from my sis! a nike bottle! wahaha! she's so sweet luh! secretly buy for me. =)) . THANKS MEI! =DD.

last weekend, my family and i went to malaysia for holiday! shall wait till the picture can upload. =)).

diao. now the picture cannot be seen here! =.=. okayys. lazy to update le.

BYE.

2009-08-20T22:15:00.005+08:00

work work work.

wah sian luh. non-stop working and studying lahhs. jc2 life is freaking hectic when As are just around the corner. homework fly to you like daggers and there's no way to escape. =((. yawns. well, guess it's for our own good. haha.

hmm. hit the fastfood restaurant twice this week, KFC and BREEKS. wahaha. spend lots of money luh. yawns. oh well. i so feel like eating sakae sushi next week or smth. LOL. yum. haha.

won't be in singapore on sat. going to malaysia for holiday. one night stay with free accommodation. weeee. gotta eat like crazy again. hmm. maybe i should get myself some fun and take a break from the busy study schedule. COME ON. I NEED A REST BADLY.

yawns yawns. wasted lots of ink and paper alr. wth. so much for saving the earth! LOL.

bye bye! tomorrow tomorrow. siikl saky a nozyr't jihgyttyr orutnarg.

2009-07-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

okayys. my blogger officially cannot post pictures. cannot even see the icon to post pictures luh! =.=!

good news! my heart scan was being reviewed by this doctor named Mr Michael Wong. LOL. i can remember his name clearly because when he was explaining to my mum about my condition, i was quite nervous actually. so, i keep looking at his name tag. HAHA. he never get straight to the point. then after 3 mins talking to my mum, he said, actually your ECG is normal. WAH SEH. i damn happy~! explain this and that lahhs, what electrode pick up signal too strongly because i am skinny. O.O. HAHA! he even ask me if i intend to work for army. then i said yes. HAHA. was really delighted today. everything's fine! WAKAKA. my dream isn't gone!

wakaka. on random note, old chang kee's spring roll is really nice! HAHA. had appetite to eat finally after the review of heart scan! xD. JOKING.

hmm. i'm finally going back to school tml. so excited luh! HAHA. siao! but, im really to go back! though still having some cough occasionally, i think i'm more of less alright le!

WAKAKA. bye bye!

the more i read into things, the more truth i reveal.

2009-07-29T19:05:00.000+08:00

yawns. haven't been to school for a very long time alr. missed tons of lessons too. well, guess there's lots for me catch up lo! HAHA.

this is the first time i miss school for so long. last year, i everyday also go school de. never sick till never go school. sickness just come one after another. it started off with sore throat only. following days, i have flu lahhs. cough lahhs. fever lahhs. headache lahhs. WAH LAO EH. seriously pek cek luh! even till today, i still have cough and a bit of sore throat. =((. how miserable! not a very good time to miss school.

hmm. tml not going to school again. going to see the doctor to review my heart scan. hope everything's fine! now think too much also no use! EVERYTHING'S FATED. =)). can't wait to go to school on friday! xD.

been thinking a lot of things these few days. observing the surrounding and wondering about life. i really where my future lies. am i really going to use what i study now for the future? well. i think i going to dump everything aside luh. always wanted to be a pilot, but it's hard. i don't mind working extra hard in trainings or anything just to be one. BUT, if i fail to be one, i also don't know what i'm gotta do. i'm not a guy with very creative and smart brain for business. i more of the practical kind. can jiu can lo. cannot jiu cannot lo. how to do business! LOL. well. just wanna lead a simple life. a family and a job. spend time with my family and have fun. that's all i can ask for. =)). happiness really is the key for me! and being random, I LOVE MY FAMILY. =DD. HAHA!

LOL. just being random. you can simply just forget about what i type luh. =)).

HAHA. bye guys! blogger still cannot upload photos! =((. just grumbling for nothing. xD.

yawns. why can't things be just plain simple?

2009-07-23T20:10:00.002+08:00

argh. i so wanna blog. but the posting page seems to have problems! totally lost my interest in blogging right now. ROAR.

will blog again if this thing stop happening!

EVERYTHING AROUND ME GOING HAYWIRE! my health, my mind and now, my computer! ROAR.

BYE BYE! zzz!

2009-07-19T21:37:00.004+08:00

omg. so freaking frustrated! my com is lagging so badly and making me damn pissed! cool down man! LOL. okayys. i don't know what's wrong with my msn messenger. so, i repairing it now.

well well well. mum has been away for two days alr, not make it three. she's coming back tml and i can't go and fetch her because my school ends at 6 plus. T.T. glad she's back! haha! had steamboat just now. total yummy. WEE~

been crazy over korean songs these days. HAHA. and the song gee is addictive. LOL. and sooyoung is damn chio. opps! HAHA. here's the video!

okayys! best part. i dreamt of an incident that is freaking retarded ytd night luh! i dreamt that my dad gave my a big big silver car. i don't know what model it is lahhs! i drove that new car to my grandma house to play mahjong with my dad. LOL. don't laugh. don't know what the hell i thinking also. then finished the game, go back to my car and realised ppl had broken into my car. everything inside was lost, but not the car. LOL. i can even rmb myself reaching out to my pocket and telling myself that lucky my handphone, car keys and wallet were not stolen. PHEW. then i think i went to fetch my sister from somewhere. parked my car and go find her. then when im back, realised my car was again broken into. LOL!!! freaking lame luh. then drove my sis to fajar LRT there. i parked my car and told my sis to wait for me while i go make police report. then suddenly, there is a voice at the back of my head telling me that my sis is killed. then i run out of the station. omg. i tell you. the whole scene like in slow motion luh. i was running towards my car. crying and exhausted. i really dun wan her to die. then reach there to realise that she was stabbed in the foot by a crazy person. LOL. then he is coming for me. i grabbed my sis and pushed her into my car and drove off. xD.

WELL. i know it's lame! but, there's the story! well, i did dream of smth else too. but confidential. LOL.

WAKAKA. installing msn right now. can't seem to work though. ROAR. IRRITATING.

BYE!

2009-07-10T22:12:00.005+08:00

woohoo! transformer 2 is freaking nice luh. wonderful, stunning graphics amazed me. totally worth 2h plus of my life watching it. well, it is not bad at all. what the critics say were not neccessarily true in my opinion! totally worth watching lahhs! i feel as if i was in the movie lahhs! haha! it was funny too! LOL. best part, megan fox is like OMG. hot. LOL. definitely must watch. GRAPHICS BAGUS. HAHA.

YES. prelim 1 officially over. wakaka. this week is pure relaxing! =DD. hmm. tml need go causeway to be volunteer for some URA roadshow or smth. got certificate and stuff. wah seh. power luh. HAHA. dun mind! end at 4pm. then go home play? WAKAKA.

i miss watching tennis. certainly, i miss playing it too. i even watch youtube video on how to serve. xD.

oh btw guys! my handphone is crazy. so i might not reply you sometimes. i can't call anyone now, and the button to cancel message is spoiled. freaking pissed. imagine retyping a message over and over again because you type one wrong letter?! ROAR.

weeeee.

bye!

2009-07-05T23:58:00.006+08:00

didn't have time to blog about ytd. well well. my sister had her most wonderful surprise in her life! WAKAKA. also, first time see she happy till cry one sia! make me lose 2 dollars. in the end, her friend jacqueline, never take the money. LOL. supposed to be yuan du fu shu de mahhs! HAHA.

hid everything from her for a week sia. on sat, brought her out with my dad to jp to have lunch. to delay time while her friends come and decorate her room. OMG i tell you, walk around jp two three times just to waste time. LOL. she expected her birthday to be a normal celebration, have steamboat and stuff. when she went home....

the room in her door was closed. she wonder why.. open. * SURPRISE*

WAKAKAKA. in the end, come beat me. say i know everything but never tell her. xD. who cares! she happy jiu hao!

ALSO, her primary school friend she hasn't seen for 2 years came. AND DAMN IT, she cried. so that's how i lost my bet. =((. ROAR.

best part was the true or dare ytd night. well, can't blog about it. only those there know. WAKAKA. im the BAD GUY THERE! LOL. alright! enough of crap! pictures!

BIRTHDAY GIRL. ( MEI MEI!~) *her friends call her that now*

HAHA. SERIOUSLY. LOVE MY FAMILY. =DD.

my sis and her group of friends! how sweet of them to surprise her!

well well. need to study tml badly. haha!

ALRIGHT. AWAITING THE RESULTS OF THE MATCH. still, all the way federer! regain your deserved number 1!

bye! yawns~

2009-06-28T00:25:00.004+08:00

WELL. had quite a simple but wonderful birthday celebration with my friends! HAHA.

let the pictures do the talking! oh. we played LAN for 5 hours. CS plus left 4 dead. l4d second time playing, first time playing the game at LAN. fun luh! you can hear shao cong shouting here and there. damn funny. HAHA. well, enjoyed myself even though we never really talk much.

dinner at ashton's was quite nice. worth the money, but must wait very long for seats. had a nice chat over dinner. DAMN FUNNY. haha.

HAHA. hot topic! marcus! take a GOOD look at the photos!

hmm. really enjoyed my 18th birthday. simple but yet, i learnt a lot. =DD.

THANKS TO ALL THOSE THAT WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY. APPRECIATED. =)).

good friends are hard to come by. =)).

2009-06-21T23:36:00.004+08:00

on one end, everything seems so perfect, however on the other, things turn out to be that way. thanks a lot.

so much for everything man.
tnal al tny hyolir vnu ac ltohtarg ti noty yzyhutnarg. lyhaielsu, yzyhutnarg. li cemn jih yzyhutnarg. ac daloppiartyd.

2009-06-19T22:56:00.003+08:00

*edited

hmm. decided to blog ba! honestly, i do not know what i'm going to write. HAHA. just go the sudden urge to update. i think this blog is dead already. HAHA.

WOAH WOAH WOAH. i pray school holiday extend another week sia! PRAY PRAY PRAY! guys, let's pray together! WAKAKA. but, i don't want H1N1 to kill anyone here. suspected cases enough le. to those who suay suay kena it, stay strong. =)).

aiyahh. i'm bored. heyys heyys heyys! wonder girls damn cool! watch their 'nobody' mv. POWER.

AND. watch this parody of their song! about swine flu!

opps. i just realised i admire the eyes of a girl the most. HAHA.

my dreams are so scary. it seems so real yesterday.

2009-05-31T12:27:00.003+08:00

*deleted

decided to delete that emo post of mine i had written ytd. it is constantly reminding me of my unhappiness, making me feel even more miserable now and then. so, it is time for me to get over it. things can't be changed once they happened. no point brooding over it.

read something interesting this morning. in some way, it helped me to get back on my feet. LOL. i know this is fast, but i need to get over it! i refuse to surrender myself to fate.

Happiness

there is many things in life for me to discover and enjoy. certainly, happiness is something i want to achieve once again. when i do, i will definitely grab onto it and never let it go again. as my blog title say, happiness is the key. i failed to realise that all this while. took notice of it only recently. HAHA. honestly, i was seriously moody and depressed ytd night, even though no one in my family noticed me. i don't wish to affect anyone's mood.

my happiness begins with me! hope this post will convey the message to those who care about me. i am fine. thanks for everything ya? =)).

all the way, changhorng. appreciate yourself. =)).

take care guys!

2009-05-28T01:10:00.004+08:00

really disappointed in myself. sometimes, i just wish that i can be heartless. at least, i don't feel any pain. i'm really hurting. over you.

once again, i teared.

2009-05-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

opps. weeks since i last updated. i've been kind of busy this few weeks. well. another five more days before the june holiday arrives. can't wait till i'm able to catch up with my precious sleep.

haven't been working hard for weeks already. my stupid mind keeps reminding me to procrastinate. thanks lots. roar. can't seems to motivate myself to study. pretty tired and exhausted. just 5 months more to go and i seems to be losing my momentum already. someone, push me please!

i've been quite down lately. many things have happened, and i can't bring myself to talk it out with someone. i've been feeling lost these days. it will only take another few more days before i start blaming the world for everything. don't worry. i won't take it out on anyone. i'm just used to bottling everything up. =)).

i think i seriously need a break. well. i'm going to ton at tch's house this friday again. hope i could make myself feel better. at least for a period of time.

done with blogging! LOL.

bye!

in the past, it was you that i approached to share my troubles. right now, i've no one but myself.

2009-05-16T00:22:00.004+08:00

lost. ycitairos bhyokdivr.

nights.

2009-05-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

at times, i find myself restricted to say anything, or even blog about anything. this blog is once my avenue to vent out all the anger within me. however, it ceased to work. even when typing this post, i had to keep erasing and retyping my sentence. i don't wish to stir up any troubles or any politics. just a few more months to go. i don't wish to explode. all this time, i tried my best to tolerate. apparently, right at this moment, i couldn't. but i will continue to stick with such attitude. of course, you can't get everyone to control and think the way you want them to think. i only wish they could control what they say. it hurts. it really do. honestly, i hate it. i hate it. so, mind your words.

2009-05-03T19:02:00.001+08:00

is there a hidden agenda in it? i hope not. =)).

2009-05-02T22:46:00.004+08:00

YO!~

cheer camp was fun. even though we didn't do much, but i miss having camp. i haven't had any camp in school for a long long long time le! experience was cool. went to school only at 10pm because i celebrate my mum's birthday! once again mummy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =DD.

before going back to school, i bathe to get rid of all the stench of bbq smell on me. then when i reach school, they are playing water bomb. in the end, drenched. LOL. what's the point of bathing? HAHA! came too late. that was the last thing they do. we cleaned up and went to watch movie, bring it on 3. amazing and stunning performance put up by them luh. physically impossible for me to reach that stage. HAHA. after which, slept on the table. i slept damn well lahhs. only woke up once to go toilet. seldom sleep so nicely.

early in the morning, woke up to keep mats. after that, kena scolded by mrs oh for sudden change of plans in the proposal. suppose to have breakfast competition. in the end, we all decided to eat macs. oh well. forget it. then eat at macs. was seperated into two groups. those that took the bus went to causeway for macs, the rest who walk went to civics.

vivo is super packed! so is sentosa! oh! groups of bangla looking at angmoh zarbor suntan. got one angmor totally took off her top and read magazine while lying down flat. these zarbor really damn open. LOL. as usual, do stunts in water! super fun luh! not when those bangla come and try to take photos of our cheerleading girls. best part, they form group. 3 people pretend to take photo while the cameraman take the photos. they stand strategically at spots where the girls are just behind them. THEN, the cameraman zooms to take photos of the girls instead of their friends. haiz. what to do. you can discriminate them and ban them from beaches. LOL.

had dinner at banquet at vivo. warren, radzee, zhihui, huiching, wena and i talked about our own experience of ghost stories. seriously, i was damn scared at that moment. but on the way home, i forgot about it. HAHA.

hmm. haven't been doing much these three days. tml i going to study liao. haha.

procrastination is the theif of time! ROAR.

bye guys! got photos i will upload de! HAHA.
a'c giarg ti di oss tnal jih uie. irsu jih uie.

2009-04-26T22:59:00.002+08:00

woah. it has been a long time since i last blogged. so sorry that i broke the promise for trying to blog everyday. i didn't meant to.

well well. as usual, packed with homework and tests. seriously, i am stressing out and already starting to lose my interest in studies. sometimes i wish i had one more year to get more well prepared for my As. damn!

lots of troubles within me. i just don't know how to put it across. blogging it all out will only stir up more problems for me. with so many politics happening around me, i don't wish to create more. but seriously, i had enough. i've been tolerating it. i really don't want to get angry. a joke said once is funny, but if it is repeated more than once, it will turn out to be an insult. and, it hurts. not to you, but to me. hope you realise that.

emo. why do i always feel this way? such a small thing can make me react so big. maybe i should learn to have more self-control and be strong mentally.

take care guys. thanks to all those reading my blog. at least you know me a bit better than the rest.

bye. i seems to get the message.

2009-04-14T22:24:00.003+08:00

fatigue. extremely tired today. during lectures, i'm falling asleep. this always happen after pe lesson on the previous day. yawns.

played basketball in the hall today. full court with 4 quarters. damn fun. it has been ages since i last played basketball. oh guys! going for the tiger beer field trip doesn't excuse you from NAPFA! need to come back to school after that to take. =.=. seriously retarded.

oh well. nothing exciting to blog about. whole family is like having a cold war because of a small dispute over dinner. how lame. if my mum and sis could hold back their words, all of this wouldn't had happened. i was exceptionally quiet throughout dinner. things got worse right now. my dad flared up over inadequate details in a consent form given to him from my sister. if my dad was in a good mood, this wouldn't have happened. i'm like caught in the middle. all three of them are in a bad mood. i have no one to talk to! that's why i'm bored! i just got pretty irritated over the unreasonable argument between my sis and dad. just feel like asking them to shut up just now. LOL.

i think i go sleep le. nights! omkrivsydgycyrt. tnot'l oss a ryyd.

2009-04-13T22:16:00.004+08:00

certainly and inevitably shocked. never see that coming honestly. neither do i wish that it is happening. perhaps more of like it had happened.

larmy uieh dymalairl ohy cody, a'c pivyhsyll ti ltip uie. pyhnopl, lsivsu ommypt at. ij miehly, a'c lod. a hylpymt uieh mniamy. aj at'l cy, a vass di tnot locy tii. a osvoul nozy ti lou vnot a'c giarg ti lou ardahymtsu. couby at gazyl cy cihy tacy ti tnark obiet vnytnyh vnot a'c obiet ti lou al cotehy yriegn ih lyrlatazy yriegn. tnyhyjihy, a phyjyh bsiggarg obiet at. a'c osvoul ojhoad ti yxphyll cu jyysargl tivohdl uie. couby bymoely a osvoul virdyh vnot viesd uieh hylpirly by saky aj a load licytnarg ar pohtamesoh. yzyr ol a'c tuparg tnal pilt, a mor't ltip tnarkarg obiet at. ><. ojhoad tnot uie vass by orghu. ojhoad tnot uie vass hytnark uieh dymalair bymoely ij tny miccyrtl a cody, ijtyr yrdyd ep cokarg cy jyys bod. a dir't vort at ti noppyr. =)). couby tnal al vnu a ryzyh nod tny miehogy ti olk uie aj a ltass ltord tnot mnormy. couby tnal al vnu a silt uie. a hyjely ti nyoh tny thetn. ar lniht, a'c o silyh.

i'm sorry that i have to blog in this language. i don't wish people to come asking me about who and what is it about. and if you do know how to decipher it, don't spread. thanks. forgive me, alright?

take care guys! stay happy! =)).

2009-04-12T22:38:00.005+08:00

3 days holdiays are coming to an end. spent these three days procastinating. LOL. so sick of my study life, but i really do miss my secondary school life all of the sudden. compared to JC, secondary school homework is a piece of cake. lessons in secondary school are also far much relaxed. miss those times. after school, i never had to worry about homework. it's either basketball or soccer. we can play till 7pm without worrying whether we had studied enough. after a day in school, i can choose to sleep on days with no homework and not revise at all. how cool. in comparison to current, nightmare! i don't have to further elaborate. you guys understand better than i do. haha.

not really looking forward to this week. got NAPFA test and maths test. oh well. i just feel like sleeping and pretend to be sick tml. xD. LALA.

cut the crap. time for bed. nights~! uie uie uie. onnn.

2009-04-09T20:30:00.002+08:00

andrina: i think so! its our last cheer camp anyway!

well. i'm happy that i recovered from my bad flu. today, i'm able to concentrate in lectures and tutorials better. it's a long day today. i am kinda tired right now. oh ya! i got B for PW. actually, there is nothing to be proud about. most people in our school get either B or C. i tink less than 10% got A. at least i'm relieved that all the effort that we have put in paid off in the end. i was so worried that i will cause the group to get a lousy grade. haha. WAY TO GO, IJ077!

i've been pushing myself hard every pe lessons to improve my 2.4km run timing. next wednesday is NAPFA already. all the best for me! =DD.

i'm seriously bored right now. i think i will be turning in soon. yawns.

nights guys! going out with my dad to sao mu tml!

bye!

note: mind your attitude towards me. i'm starting to feel otherwise.

2009-04-05T21:55:00.003+08:00

janelle: i just realised that that phrase is often used by you. LOL.
jups: you're right. yup. still living~

procrastination. you never cease to disappear in my life. you are constantly haunting me down. just when i have the thoughts and willpower to fight against you, i start to look at the bright side of life. eventually, i shove you aside. optimistic mindset doesn't necessary solve everything. this is one classic example. even right at this moment, you are infiltrating my mind. how nice of you. if 'you' are knowledge and intelligence, i wouldn't mind. seriously.

as usual, one weekend wasted. what i've been constantly doing is sleep. keep having headache. i woke up exceptionally early today. i initially thought my parents were out to the market. but when i was sitting down reading the newspaper, my mom suddenly popped out. i was shocked. how observant i was. i should have noticed their bedroom door was closed. it is only open when they are not inside. haha. how dumb.

dad brought us to visit my grandparents. they love us a lot. everytime we go, they show their concern for us. damn cool. today, my grandpa gave both my sister and i 20 dollars each. the reason is because he struck 4d weeks ago. LOL. i was taken by surprise. suddenly, i felt richer! HAHA.

the rest of my afternoon was playing PSP as usual, then sleep. it was moments ago when i watched MI 3. interesting show. right now, trying to think of things to blog about. apparently, i can't. people are talking to me online. well, i have to answer them by ending my blog post now. don't worry. i'll blog more often. =))

bye bye!

it's never too late to take a step. =DD.

2009-04-03T20:40:00.002+08:00

emotions start to overwhelm you. you simply can't think straight. every actions in your life right from this moment are affected by your wild imagination. things you yearn for may or may not come true. most of the time, it WILL not come true. this is making me feel depressed. nevertheless, you hope that there is this small little hope that keeps you working harder and to achieve what you want. well, i guess it happens to you once before. am i right to say so? haha.

oh well. gotten back all my block test results. disastrous! LOL. flipping through the papers, looking for any possible marks to add to my final score. apparently, you will always fail! =((. failed geog and gp[as always]. borderline pass for bio. xD. C for both maths and chem. something much more presentable in the report slip as compared to the rest. all the grades are way below my expectations! time to buck up!

pretty tired right now. the weather today is terribly hot. went for a swim when i came home. damn shiok i tell you. LOL. spend the rest of the afternoon playing PSP. finish this post, i'm off to watching tv! i wanna have a good rest today!

oh suck! cheer camp discussion is on the way. the dates have been changed. currently, the proposed dates are 30 april to 1st may. i'm not very sure whether i can make it because my mum's birthday is on the 30th. i hope the dates would somehow change, so that i can worry less about making a decision.

nothing much to blog about too. yawns! off to watching tv! bye!

on a random note, i believe in myself! xD.

2009-03-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

brimming with confidence turns out to hurt you the most when you face failure. what you get in the past doesn't mean that the outcome would be the same now. this is a lesson for you to realise your mistakes. there are always someone out there hoping you'll fall. when you do, it's his/her chance to run right past you. well. i guess the most important is how you pick up and get right back on track.

nevermind what you just read. just me ranting over my poor block test result. ain't really satisfied with it, but going to accept it and face reality. this really makes me think about my PW work. the value of positive outlook has certainly been instilled not only to my participants, but also into me! LOL. alright! bullshit over here. talking about PW, i heard that we are going to get our results next monday. i hope it is not too greedy asking for a B, but it would be better if we manage to get hold of an A. xD.

really feeling very tired on the first day of the week. perhaps i enjoyed myself too much during the weekend and deprive myself of sufficient rest. my eyes are like closing when i was watching TV just now.

had mock nafa today. happy that my stamina didn't dropped as badly as i expected. it has been two weeks since i last ran. btw, i don't wish to join the 4X100m relay at all. i am just an average runner. i am not built to run fast like sharan. he's mad i tell you. horribly fast. pass the baton to him is a hell of a problem. LOL. oh well. i'll ask them to get a substitute if possible.

oh damn it. my result for gp is a goner. i had put in my best effort for it and yet, i only scored 10/35 for content only. freaking pathetic! but at least i felt that i've improved and will continue to work harder. not sad about it, but experiencing the feeling of disappointment.

yawns. turning in soon. nights!

note: always look on the bright side of life~ * melody follows* if you guys know lahhs! HAHA. ignore this guy over here trying to entertain himself. LOL.

take care! =DD.

2009-03-29T21:23:00.004+08:00

jiejie: no problem man! HAHA.

woah. JJ concert was nice. damn nice. watch two of his concert already, yet still amazing. the whole lineout of the concert was different. many different new elements in it. many new songs being sang. new dance moves. simply cool. brought camera but didn't take any pictures. one reason is too far lahhs. i not so crazy to buy the $148 ticket to sit in front and kena scream to death. LOL. another reason is i was too into the concert. best part was his whole family went up to play his song. his mother playing the pipa, brother playing the piano and dad playing the erhu. then he sing. tell you. zai sia! my parents like that part very much too. damn touching and cool luh! you must see it to experience it man. SERIOUSLY nice. haha. sorry for my limited vocab words. working on that! LOL.

oh well. school resumes tml. holiday mood should be off already. time to work hard and achieve something at As! LOL. mock nafa tml too. running is going to be hard. haven't been running for two weeks already. god bless me! HAHA.

all the best guys! =DD. oc a dhyocarg ih vnot?

note: sometimes, you just know that something bad is going to happen for you, but knowing that you can't do anything about it except to live with it, it hurts badly.

2009-03-22T21:18:00.006+08:00

well.

everyone have done their best. even though all the hard work we put in didn't allow us to achieve at least a third place in the senior high category, but i know everyone of us in the squad is a winner. i hate to say that we aren't going to show the school what we have achieved, however i think we all did great and learn a lot from this competition. i'm really sad that we can't prove to the school that cheerleading isn't worth closing down and are capable of winning something every year. but i still think they are foolish to do so.

alright! lets cheer up! we can work something out next year and participate again next year. no worries! sleep well guys. tml is block test! need ample sleep! haha!

once again, *clap clap clap clap clap* GOOOOOOOOOOOOO AD ASTRA! WOOOOOOOOO! never say die!

bye! i sincerely apologise to you. dui bu qi. ac li lihhu jih cu arlyrlatazatu, ylp tivohdl uie. a dadr't cyor ti neht uie ih pallyd uie ijj. a kriv a osvoul di. li lihhu. couby a lniesd bomk ijj. jihgyt obiet tny 'couby'. a vass.

2009-03-20T23:26:00.003+08:00

two more days to competition!

ALL THE BEST AD ASTRA! we can do it! =DD.

turn in early guys! time to zzz~!

BYE! a dir't kriv vnot tny nyss al vhirg vatn cy. a welt jyys silt jih vihdl cilt ij tny tacy. couby oss tny vnasy, a welt tnarkarg tnot tnyhy al ltass o mnormy suarg divr tnyhy jih cy ti ghob at. oppohyrtsu, at'l phibobsu or asselair.

2009-03-15T22:26:00.004+08:00

dee: is not enuff ppl joining lo. sian diao. sch screwed up.
andrina: =((. sadly, we can't do anything
jups: yup yup. =)).
AZH: of course! you can be my backspot then. xD.
jasmine lee: haiz. nvm lo! im still going to do cheer after that. i dun care. its fun! HAHA.

oh well. i tried my best for GP. apparently, i dun think i have done enough to ensure i confirm pass. well, i know i tried. let's see the result when i get it back. =)).

woohoo. sing and beatbox at the same time. practising this. you gotta see me doing this next time. so catch it. =)). LALA.

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE JIE XIFANG! =)).

bye bye! uie ord uieh bsey(:

2009-03-12T21:42:00.001+08:00

woohoo. tml is GP block test le.

shall not be afraid of it. ready to accept the challenge.

jiayou changhorng! you can do it! my first step to success.

i wanna pass gp!

CHARGE!

note: all the best to everyone too!

2009-02-24T21:44:00.003+08:00

CHEERLEADING IS GOING TO BE SUSPENDED THIS YEAR?!?!

this is so freaking retarded. not only cheer is going down, other CCAs such as touch rugby, soccer girls, canoeing, floorball guys. about 8 CCAs going down. wtf.

god damn it. no freaking J1 for us this year? i'm so awaiting the next batch of J1 going cheer lahhs. zzz. please! you can't say that you going to suspend cheer because there is not enough ppl joining right? people didn't even get a chance to train with us yet, how you know that they wouldn't join? maybe they didn't put us as first choice because they are unsure about it and they have yet to ask?

cheerleading have established in IJC and is the only neighbouring JC with cheerleading as a CCA lahhs. furthermore, we have been doing real well in it. every year, we are WINNING something. please. oh well. i can't vent my anger here. or else school will come hunting me down. those who understand my plight and all the cheerleaders plight, thank you. most of all, it isn't me that really got hit the most. is our teacher-in-charge, Mrs Jen. omg. i tell you. you can seriously tell how passionate is she towards cheer and all the effort she put into it. now, its all gone. HOW NICE.

ac jhyokarg daloppiartyd vatn tny lmniis dymalair. lyhaielsu. a oc.

zzz. this is so freaking lame. =.=.

bye.

2009-02-22T00:21:00.002+08:00

one day wasted. down with so many homework. i panicking now. help. uie der dyhlyhzy cy ot oss. a mor't di orutnarg ti coky uie noppu. silt nipy ar culysj.

2009-02-19T22:26:00.004+08:00

wena: orh. * wicked laughter* xD.

this week is disaster sia. total of three tests and the last one is yet to come. tml having geog test and apparently, you can see that im not studying at all now. LOL. got the urge to blog. monday mock spa was fine. got back the paper. not too bad. HAHA. maths test haven't get back lahhs. but i make careless mistake during the paper. after go home sleep then realised what i didn't do. by the time, TOO LATE.

been damn physically stressing this whole week. right now. damn tired. i overstretched my biceps just now during pe. now, i can't lift anything with my hand. currently supporting my hand on the table. LOL. damn lahhs. tml have cheer somemore. roar. hope faster recover. homework homework and homework have made me damn tired lahhs! i seriously have not enough sleep. =((. waiting for weekend to make up for my lack of sleep. haha.

have been on the craze of playing facebook game this whole week. it is influencing and have been distracting me from studying. =((. maybe i seriously should quit sia. but it's addictive. right, 0824A? HAHA. everyone playing lahhs! yawns

don't know what to blog le. LOL. sorry. i shall blog more often right guys? HAHA. =)). tny qeyltair uie olkyd cy tnot dou vol lehphalarg. oppohyrtsu, a dir't artyrd ti gyt izyh uie. a ltass saky uie o sit. ryxt tacy ri ryyd ti olk cy. =DD.
BYE!

2009-02-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

yihui: yup yup! currently so!
jups: haha. ya lo. this is emo song. for people to forget someone that kind.
suria: HEYYS. surprise you tag my blog. haha. =DD.
chinhou: taking care. LOL.
eileen: it isn't fun at all. seriously. poly is better. =)).

woah woah woah. this whole week is hectic. the weeks to come is not going to any better luh. =((. flooded with tests next week. omg. two tests have been slaughtered this week. chem test result is okayys. i passed. bio i not sure. next week is chem mock spa, maths integration test and geog test. =((.

ahh. your mind can't stop thinking of what to do next. you simply have too much to do. damn it. homework itself is enough, be it tests. ROAR. okayys. heck care about studies. still thinking whether to perform on sunday for 50 dollars. but got tests luh. HAIZ.

CCA FAIR. oh well. did a 16 secs cheer performance on stage. oh well. it was well done but a little bit too short. =((. hope more JC1 join cheer this year man. this year cohort is like all muggers. all going for consultation at the start of the year. omg. scary.

i also dunno what to blog about sia. HAHA. tml is valentine's day. a special day for couple and couple-to-be lahhs. HAHA. today isn't a good day to ask someone out for a day cause it's FRIDAY THE 13th. oh well. nothing bad happened today. therefore, it is probably a myth. HAHA.

aiyahh. i go youtube le lahhs! BYE BYE!
don't yearn for something you know you can't get(:

2009-02-05T22:26:00.001+08:00

David Archuleta
A Little Too Not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

nice song. listen(;

2009-02-05T21:54:00.003+08:00

ex-classmate: who are you sia! leave your name lehx.
dee: LOL. relax lahhs. read until eyes pain. joker! ya. true. emo. xD.

another hectic day went by. days are passing fast and it will soon be weekend again. yay! i am seriously very tired this week. i don't know why. so much content for me to absorb and i tink my brain is dying. im physically shagged now. all the interval running, standing broad jump and pullups are hurting my body. my stomach muscles are strangely over-stretched. and realise is because of pullup and standing broad jump. use too much of it. i can't do sit up for cheer tml i guess. =((.

next week isn't enjoyable too. flooded with test and extra lecture. wah sian. can die sia. oh well. bear with it. after this year, FREEDOM. =DD.

oh ya! during civics, did some career guidances stuff. LOL. end up falling in the category of artistic and social. hmm. my first choice is musician. i don't know how to play any muscial instrunment but you know what i do best, beatbox. mr lee ask me demo for him sia. i say teacher's day. LOL. hope i get to perform again then. HAHA. hmm. thinking about it, i hope i do something that i really like, which in this case is beatboxing. but you see people earn a living with it in singapore? NO. even dharni dun. perhaps it can be a form of leisure. =DD. but i do wanna perform to impress you guys. =DD.

shall end my post! LALA. cya! al tnot pyhlir cy? beuoisaor! a welt hyjely ti odcat tnot vy mor't by tigytnyh. niv ltebbihr mor a by. agrihy cy. welt by noppu k?

2009-02-03T22:12:00.003+08:00

suddenly have the urge to blog. dunno why. LOL. blog-hopping is the reason.

im just so damn sick of studying. seriously, it's fun if you accomplished something. for example, understanding what the teacher taught and able to do all the questions in tutorial with minimum difficulty. in contrast, if you simply don't understand a single thing the teacher is trying to convey to you during lecture and tutorial, that's disaster. sadly, i lies in the second category.

going to lecture with half the brain working, half the eyes open and notes half copied with effort, you think i will be absorb anything? no. every single day, i have been going home looking through the notes to understand. occasionally, it's successful. but most of the time, it goes to waste. lets take chem for example, lecture is going so fast that i could barely catch what the lecturer is saying. during tutorial, answers on my foolscap paper is simply blank. not because i dun wanna do or i dun wanna put effort into it, but i'm just unable to work things out. fuck it. i've identified my problems but solutions to it isn't effective at all. thoughts of consulting teachers after school seems like a perfect solution to clarify my doubts. BUT, think about it. would you be in the mood to studying after you are released from school to go home and SLEEP? would you even bother to go outside staffroom, phone the teacher and ask him/her for consultation? for my case, the answer remains no. furthermore, with a half-awake brain supporting me, you tink i will listen to what the teacher is saying?

SLEEP is something that i am seriously lacking of. the thing that have been making me procrastinate. even typing this post now, my brain is telling me to go to sleep. =.=. i've tried my best to complete my homework which i often do. but what about revision of past year topics? i can't sort out the time to do it. events after events are piling up. test after test are given. i am about to surrender to fate. i wanna have a nice break sometimes, from all the work i've been facing. but how much time do i have left before A level actually commences? oh well, i screwed up PI and OP for my PW. A for PW is seriously a *poof* for me. as for chinese, if miracle somehow strikes, i would get an A. i flopped the close passage and compre for paper 2. haiz. thinking of it. damn it. good results for A level might be gone.

Alright. even if i do do well for A level, what courses im going to take in uni? i am someone who has no goals in my life. im not lazy to aim for one, but i doubt i have the capability to do something big. who don't wanna earn big money? i have intention of being a historian, studying WW2 stuff. but you think i going to survive in singapore? therefore, i gave it up. next, i wanted to be a fighter jet pilot. i seriously find it damn cool. but, myopia and fear of heights. with degree of 300-325, it's hard. the fear of height is something that can't be reduced over time. so, you still think i can achieve that aim? no. argh. im stuck in a race right now. everyone is putting their effort, pushing themselves forward to reach the end where they will see themselves as who they wanna be. me? having second thoughts of whether to continue the race or just give it up and think that the rest are just by chance that they are successful? unknown future lies ahead of me.

friends. i do appreciate that i have friends around me who do care for me. sad to say, sometimes, there is something about them that day that makes them somehow different. i don't know how to explain it well in words. so if you dun understand or misunderstand what i'm saying, i'm sorry. the way they behave sometimes towards you are damn damn good. you just feel that you just had someone that understands you and you feel that they are your true friends. this is when you learn to cherish them, making the effort to do things for them, be there for them when they need someone. honestly, i do treat friends very well. i usually tried my best to do so, but sometimes i do fail. no one is perfect. but, have you ever come upon a situation where you treat that person damn well, but he/she don't seems to appreciate it? all the effort you put in just going down the drain. i am not expecting a repay or anything. but the point of backstabbing isn't something nice that you should repay me with. putting on a facade will just hurt me more. im sick of it. there is no particular person i am referring to. it is just a random point anyway. oh well. let's continue. being bossed around isn't something nice too. helping friends to do something is definitely fine with me. but, APPRECIATE IT FOR GOD DAMN SAKE. don't expect me to agree to every single thing you say. please be in my shoes. okayys? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. showing me that you are unhappy because of it is fucking irritating. i have been taking all this deep down in my heart for months. i have no one to share it to. therefore, thank you for this invention of blog. i am not trying to get everyone to agree with me. but, i seriously had enough. making a small matter big by arguing back or shouting at you isn't going to solve anything, so i take a step back. but you are pushing me further with your fucking attitude.

Please do not ask me who the person is. im not going to entertain you.

it have left me hurt and i really dun wish to pursue it further. i just wish to keep it deep within my heart. sorry for the suspense. i just need to let it all out. im stressed. seriously.

okayys. i am dead beat of being emo. LOL. sudden 180 degree change in mood. oh well. putting on facade only mahhs. xD. this sat is birthday celebration for both janelle and radzee! going to be broke by spending on their presents. =((. anyway, it sure going to be fun then. one whole day wasted on fun. sunday for studying lo. haha. i can't even find the time to get them their presents. oh well. i will find my ways.

i tink i have blogged enough. sorry for emo post. i'll try to avoid it. but, im feeling much better letting it out. =)).

nights! study hard guys. don't be like me. jiayou!
licytacyl at welt kyypl cy virdyharg.

2009-02-01T21:48:00.007+08:00

Tag replies:
wena: yup yup. working hard. =DD. all the way!
T.A.G. haha. another beatboxer here! take care!

chinese new year is seriously fun. im not saying abt the happiness of getting angbao. okayys, im lying! LOL. but also, the time you spend with friends! haha. went to junhua house on saturday. feel bad missing cheer. but i will work hard myself. don't worry! will be there next saturday.

went to his house at 10 with des. first to reach. played mahjong with no money initially. cause the ken and des dun wanna play money. so played for fun. but after when more ppl come, then got two table of mahjong. HAHA. i went to play got money de. keep winning small. total for the day is like 90cents! LOL. but i learn ways to play big already! HAHA. oh well. also got lao yu sheng and eat steamboat in the night. damn memorable. had a great time there! best part. kenneeth was losing 13 dollars plus in mahjong. then me and gj sit beside him. the power of three help him then in the end help him win 5 dollar summore sia! xD. HAHA. here is the group photo! let the pictures explain everything!

Group photo!
Lao Yu Sheng time!
posing for picture! LOL!
HUAT AR HUAT AR!
YUM. its nice sia! first time actually eat! most of the time is lao finish le, run away le!

Bachelor group shot! LOL. damn funny!
Another group photo!

LOL. damn fun! oh well. next year we meeting up again! but most likely, i will be the only one that is botak there! cause go NS le mahhs! T.T. oh well. see me in next year photo ba! it is a yearly gathering! this is 2008 CNY pictures!

HAHA. hmm! tml school start le! oh well. more crowded because of new J1. come to IJC. JOIN CHEER! no regrets! =DD.

CYA! =DD. tnal al tny jiehtn tacy a dhyoc ij uie. OHGN. niv a valn at vol hyos! DOCR! a ltass saky uie osit.

2009-01-25T12:54:00.003+08:00

Tag replies:
dee: LOL. bo liao! haha!
jups: heyys! hi! =)).
jiejie: alright. really kind of busy. =((.

woah. long time since i last blog luh. seriously, school is killing me. i dun even have the time to actually take a good break. ytd was my first. haha. good news! we are entering cheerobics as a team! =DD. im working damn hard to not disappoint my group. i've been trying my best. i dun wanna be a disappointment in the team. COMEON! all the way, AD ASTRA! =DD.

hmm. chinese new year coming up! yay! long waited. xD. oh well. will try to spend more time blogging. don't worry! =)).

everything seems so real for the past two nights. i'm really happy in these dreams. sad to say, it is just an illusion in reality. one touch and it's all gone. damn.

2009-01-06T22:35:00.005+08:00

Tag replies:
marcus: so lucky you didn't. HAHA.
van CHIN: thanks! its all over! =))
dee: wah wah. you got read blog de meh. amazing. LOL.

oh well. seriously got bored after piaing homework for the whole day. so i decided to blog lo. have tons of homework left to complete. damn it. i just realised if you do one question per day during the holiday, i would have completed maths homework by now. LOL. damn it.

this december holiday seriously past very quickly. =((. i haven't had enough fun, but i sure had lots of fun. HAHA. the most thing i did this year also. and im glad about it! woohoo.

2/5 bbq. one of the most successful bbq i ever go. still lots of ppl went even though it is sec2. enjoyed it a lot. the night before the bbq, i went to tch house to ton. oh well. it was fun watching them play mahjong but i didn't play. but something bad happened that day. haha. marcus. LOL. oh well. then, that morning, went to je to swim. damn fun swimming with friends. this is the BBQ group picture!

cage soccer. we guys dun actually take pictures every now and then. but it was fun playing soccer with them. all the fun and laughter. HAHA. from playing soccer, watching YESMAN to eating steamboat. all the moments are really great! this are the pictures of our SOCCER TEAM, POLAR! haha!

post christmas celebration. oh well. i dun actually celebrate christmas. usually i spend it with my family, going to somewhere and eat some good food and that's it. but this year, went to ryan house for celebration. AND, i didn't bring anything there. so paisehh. everyone brought christmas present except me. oh well. first time. im sorry! okayys~ soccer there was lame. i actually played with vanessa and let her score. oh well. i suck. HAHA. ryan grandma make wonderful food. i dunno what is the name but it is nice! here is the pictures!

beatbox performance. something i really picked up my courage to do it. since young, i always wanted to perform on stage but i always have this problem of stagefright. when many people are looking at me, i just freezed. luckily this time, i didn't. but i was still shy to speak into the microphone. i sound weird. seriously. in all, i am happy i did something daring like this. i don't wish to regret in the future, and if there is more upcoming performance, i will improve myself and bring to you guys a much better beatboxing. =)).

countdown. oh well! this year was held at TCH house. haha. so much better than 2007 when we stand for 2-3 hours at vivocity. so crowded. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 and we went home. =.=. this year was fun. morning went to play lan again as usual. haha. after which, go to tch house. lots of people at tch house, got mx, zc, jp, des, tch, roger, marcus, hao, qx, zp, jas and me. one group playing blackjack, 4 person playing mahjong, 1 fellow playing Left for Dead game on the com and a few watching them play mahjong. HAHA. fun fun! drank vodka with sprite. i chiong one whole cup then body become so hot inside. lol. but cool. mahjong, win one zi mo man tai! ZAI. also ping hu. first time. LALA. at first losing. but because of that zi mo man tai, earn back $9.60. HAHA. then after mahjong, went to play blackjack in tch room. roger spon me money play. damn funny! then help him win quite a sum of money too! haha. good investment. LALA.

oh well. time to sleep le! NIGHTS! will blog more often! this few days are killing me. =((.

sometimes, i really wish that 'pain' isn't felt in my heart.

2008-12-29T12:48:00.003+08:00

OKAYYS OKAYYS OKAYYS! it is finally over! HAHA.

omg. i was bloody nervous on stage. omg. i pratically panick in the beginning lahhs! after 1 min plus, i was more stable. but im still scared. so many pairs of eyes looking at me. i hope i haven't disappoint anyone of them. =)). just review the video janelle post on youtube. oh well. the beginning was good. how ironic. the middle portion where i do billie jean and yeah was sort of out of tune. i will work on that. no worries. the rest was generally okayys but im not satisfied with it though. here is the video!

i would like to thank those who used their time to come down to support me and all those who send messages to give me moral support even though you can't make it down for my performance. i really appreciate it. i hope i have not disappoint you guys. its my first time and i gave it my best shot. LOL. if there is any more upcoming performance, im sure i will improve and bring smth better to you guys. =)). THANKS. uieh cyllogy vol lehphalarg. adaryxpymttnot, lyhaielsu. bet acnopppppuuu.

2008-12-27T20:30:00.002+08:00

WOAH WOAH WOAH. okayys. tml is the day of the performance and i am pretty scared right now. oh well. AHHHH. i scared i very nervous on stage then make a fool of myself. BUT, i going to conquer it tml! you can do it changhorng! JIAYOU! =DD.

oh. anyway, if you guys intereested to come down to see. it is outside taka. performing at 130pm but do come early in case i start early! THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO TRY AND MAKE IT TML.

THANKS A LOT! TAKE CARE! i wun disappoint you guys! =DD. invyss. nozyr't byyr tnarkarg tii cemn tnyly doul. vyss. a der valn ti.

2008-12-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

ohgn. a mor't ommypt tny jomt lao. cu nyoht omnarg larmy welt riv. sis. niv socy mor a by lao. nono. a di mnyhaln tnily tacyl. 21lt. bet vnot mor a di? sis. lnyr carg lna xa dy.

2008-12-14T12:47:00.003+08:00

oh no. my blog is dying luh. =((. oh well. past few days is like play play play. HAHA.

9 dec:
early in the morning, meet jun and yihui to have breakfast. had a nice chat. we like so long never meet each other le lahhs. haha. talk a lot lahhs. after which, jun had to go study and i had to meet polar to go soccer. LOL. damn tiring lahhs. so long never play soccer. haha. in the end only play for1hr but paid for 2hrs money. me, tch and yj keep chatting instead. LOL. then didn't join them for dinner, went to toa payoh to meet parents. then go see baby. HAHA. my cousin's wife just gave birth. damn CUTE lahhs please! her name is call charlottle. xD.

10 dec:
oh well. forced to go polyclinic see doctor for my face. LOL. too many pimples. wth. wait like 2hours plus lahhs. =.=! lucky got psp to kill time. haha. if i didn't go, i can't ton at tch house the next day.

11dec:
meet up in the morning 11 at btp to play lan! xD. so long never play lan le lahhs! HAHA. oh well. dota was fun. miss those days. then after that went tch house ton. lots of them gamble lahhs. but i didn't. i know i wasn't born with good luck. so most of the time, i lose de. furthermore, i burnt my finger once before. HAHA. so quitted. then play mahjong. something shocking happened. but dun wish to further elaborate. then whole night. me, wh and tch watch youtube video. LOL. watch o2jam pro play. FUCKING GAY luh. haha. watch guiness world record. the guy drank 1.5 litres of water in 5 sec, another guy took off all his clothes in 7 seconds, a lady that stamps 7 cheques in one sec. bloody amazing. also, watch russell peters new comedy show. damn funny. haha.

12dec:
yujie is like a pig. call him so many times then wake up. trying to drag him to eat breakfast lahhs! then went to eat roti prata below his house. haha. then went his house play element td. got bored. jiu des, sc, jp to go swimming at je. damn fun lahhs. then went back to tch house bathe before meeting them at je interchange to go east coast for bbq together. took 197. 2hours journey. LOL. play cards in the bus. reach there, i see ppl i dun wanna see. what to do. HAHA. then bbq lo. first time bbq eat so much. keep asking me eat. haha. fun fun. got pictures then i post. haha.

yawns. got tired after blogging. haha. going out later. BYE!
noaf. a welt leddyrsu jyys docr lod ojtyh hyodarg tnot ycoas. a valn a ryzyh gi ord mnymk cu ycoas ot oss ord sazy ar tny vnisy ij cu ivr. in vyss. geyll a nozy ti jomy tny jomtl. ohgn. bet a der valn ti gazy ep. niv? a hyossu tnark ij uie o sit jih polt jyv doul, bet vni krivl tnal viesd noppyr. nono!

2008-12-03T21:31:00.003+08:00

i seriously need someone to listen to what i have to say right now. i am totally not feeling good at all. lots of things running through my mind. shouting in my pillow might work. =)).

2008-11-30T22:12:00.006+08:00

HOHOHO. days since i last blog. yawns. lazy to blog lo. everyday is like so boring. i dun wanna start on my revision even though i told myself to start it last week. LOL. practically, whole day playing computer games and seriously, I AM BORED.

went back to playing maple private server. play for two days, suddenly kena ban by the gm. LOL. dunno why luh. maybe because can reborn. then i use archer skill, hurricane, and theif skill, shadow partner. attack damn fast. LOL. then autoban for fast attack. xD. today went to try out yugioh online. download for so long. the game lag like siao. no point. quitted after an hour. HAHA. then switch back to dota. keep losing. haha. sign for me to stop playing and study.

ROAR. tell me what should i do sia! ARGH. i wanna go to school and have normal lessons. at least time flies. so much better than staying at home to rot. LOL. boring! let me see what should i be blogging abt. hmm! alright. here i go!

HAHA. guess what. this are my favourite sweets when im young. LOL. it finally resurfaced! it have been years since i last eat it lo! for a long period of time, they stop producing it. now, it's BACK. LALA. go grab some. MAMA shop shld have those! HAHA. about 60cents per box for 6 sticks of sweets. LOL. pretty little, but nice! HAHA.

well well. maybe start studying tml? LOL. guess not. tml going out with dad, tuesday bball. maybe wed. MAYBE.

ROAR. im scared. i am most likely performing beatboxing for the first time of my life on stage. when it is 100% confirm, i ask you guys come down support me k. lol. haha. well. time to plan and learn to be a bit more daring. come on changhorng! you can do it! =DD. omg. im scared. T.T.

alright! i think long enough for ppl to read. xD. aclmohyd.sis.

BYEBYE.

2008-11-24T17:46:00.003+08:00

HI. haha. here to blog again! forget to blog about what happened ytd clearly.

hmm. went to junction 8 to send my phone for repair. the stupid internal crack in the LCD requires me to pay 107 dollars lahhs! WTH. so expensive lo. i also never do anything to it. then at the moment, i told my dad about it. then he come to the counter and ask. the girl serving me was quite polite and told us that the phone's LCD cracks due to perhaps some pressure apply on top of the screen. HOWEVER, the guy beside her, come and kaypoh. he said straight to my dad that it's my fault that i broke the LCD screen. my dad seriously got pissed off and scolded him off. because you see, the LCD is cracked internally. everything outside the phone was perfectly fine. so my dad say, if there is an external crack that result in the internal crack, my dad will jolly well pay the money and blame me. LOL. but this one is only internal crack. how could that guy say it's my fault? maybe at the process of manufacturing the phone, there might be some small problem already. that is what seriously turn my dad off. haha. i din expect him to get so angry luh. LOL. so right now, i am using some very old phone. sms damn hard. no dictionary summore. type damn slow. HAHA. phone will be back in another 2-4 days time. hope dun have to pay 107 sia. must minus from my pocket money again. T.T.

oh well. today went out with dad for lunch. packet the food and go to kranji there to eat. LOL. see people fish lo. haha. interesting lahhs. keep hopping from one farm to the other also. hmm.. nature is simply beautiful. how i wish i could lead that kind of simple life. be a farmer! =DD.

dead beat right now. wanna sleep le! yawns! a welt nozy ti bsocy culysj jih tnal.

BYEBYE!

2008-11-23T17:44:00.009+08:00

today went out the whole day. haha. bought clothes, hard disk and many more. HAHA. spend a lot of money. LOL. hmm. tired. sleeping early tonight i guess. my shoulder hurts. =((.

the 'you' is referring to myself.icg. ac li lihhu tnot uie calartyhphyt cu pilt ar tny vhirg vou. uie ohy tii acpihtort ti cy. vnu viesd a vort uie ti daloppyoh? ryzyh. a vort uie.
bye!

2008-11-23T00:03:00.002+08:00

I AM SO TIRED RIGHT NOW. i don't know why im blogging right now. oh well. i missed seeing jj or going down to suntec to see him. LOL. ROAR. there is always next time. =)).

sometimes, i just want time to freeze. enjoy the moment i love the most.
sometimes, i just wish time could be fast forward. end any misery that comes in my way.
sometimes, i just wish i don't think too much. look at things on the bright side.
sometimes, i just feel like numbing myself.
shit you, why don't you just disappear?
sitting down here emoing is not going to help you at all. lame. wake up.

bye.

2008-11-17T21:41:00.007+08:00

Tag replies:
jiejie: haha. LOL. im so unforgettable. xD. * honoured*
junhua: yup yup. next week. =DD.

shall start blogging. starting from ytd. HAHA. okayys. we supposedly to have a cheer outing to discuss about our senior farewell. in the end, only 5 ppl turned up. me, amanda, jo, wena and warren. uie siik dajjyhyrt, bet ramy. tnorkl jih tny jiid.

LOL. the funny thing is, me, amanda, jo, wena waited for warren at somerset. then he keep saying he cannot find us. then we keep telling him we are at the control station. but he can't find us. abt 30 mins later. we decided to ask the question, where are you? he tell us dhoby ghaut. LIKE WTH. haha. then went to get our movie ticket to watch madagascar 2. the show was seriously funny luh. laugh like siao. li vortyd ti by hagnt bylady uie tnyr.
okayys. laugh laugh laugh. i am those kind of guy that can laugh at one joke for quite some time. so when everyone stop laughing, i will still continue de. LOL. then after that, the person on my left look at me. SERIOUSLY, i was about to apologise cause i thgt i laugh too much. then he called my name. then i look closely, it was shao cong. HAHA. damn coincidental luh! HAHA. damn funny.

then we went around town walking here and there. sort of shopping luh. im not those kind who shop. so we like drift around aimlessly luh. xD. then after that, saw junhua and peifen. LOL. what a small world. one day jiu see two friends le lahhs! HAHA. so we decided to eat in some 'wang' restuarant. cant remember the name. shannon and natasha join us but amanda left. LOL. the food was generally okayys lahhs! HAHA. we just seriously have fun with the icecream lahhs. warren's ball. total crap. LOL. i have yet to get the pictures. but if i do, i shall post it. =)). voatarg vatn uie, a vol noppu.
HAHA. today damn damn fun. but at the same time, DAMN TIRED. HAHA. okayys. woke up early in the morning. 8.10? haha. went to school with the bball and played at 9am i guess. haha. at first the sun is killing us luh. but after which, it turn out to be raining. played with wena, alina, justina, shona, seow qi, joey, shijia and daniel[ their bball coach ]. have a lot of fun luh. hmm. and i just realise when i playing game that time, i look fierce and serious. but actually, i not! i swear! so hope you just dun mind. i can't control my facial expression. paisehh! i am never ever serious. =)).

after which, it started to rain damn heavily. the ppl who played in the rain were wena, shijia, seowqi, daniel and me. LOL. damn fun lahhs! the rain is like super heavy? LOL. wanna shoot the bball that time, water keep getting into my eyes. HAHA. then when playing halfway, daniel suggest and ask whether got shampoo a not. can bathe sia. LOL. then shijia have. then the three guys SERIOUSLY BATHE AT THE BASKETBALL COURT WITH SHAMPOO. THIS IS OUR EVIDENCE! xD. ENJOY.
LOL. damn funny lahhs! so enjoyable lo. haha. damn fun. also got once kena pin down by daniel and turn my shirt and cover my head. then they all try to pull down my pants. i tell you. i feel so damn tortured lahhs! seow qi actually twist my *ahem* lahhs. WTH. HAHA. this thing could seriously be on STORM lahhs!

after which, went to eat with seow qi and wena. i guess all of us damn tired le. never talk much too. sorry have to leave you guys alone just now. thgt my parents go home will scold me, in the end, both not at home. LOL. also, my contacts are hurting my eyes badly, so i had to leave. till now, still pain lahhs. but, I HAD FUN. next time must play more of this kind of crap stuff. HAHA. =DD.

sayonara! BYE guys! enjoy the picture! LOL!

2008-11-11T12:19:00.005+08:00

Tag replies:
as: YA. DUN WANT. =PP. haha. joking. later janelle kill you.
Rad-Z: wahseh! sure bo! on ar! becoming more chinese le ar!
van: EH. i can't believe i actually fall for it. =.=~
yihui: alright! =)). must meet up man. inform me!

yawns. holiday is really boring. staying at home. DAMN BORED. i got sick of dota. thats why blogging right now. maybe i shld seriously just stop luh. later go clean up my room ba. im now all alone at home. my parents and sister went to malaysia. wanted to go, but woke up then realise the back of my head damn pain. dunno why. now still okayys. haha. shld have gone with them. now seriously, sian!

for my JIEJIE:
sian lahhs. seeing you leave next year. zzz. time really flies. i still rmb at the start of the year. when i first talk to you on msn, you like have smth against me like this. keep saying guys are all liars and stuff. when break up, is always the guys fault. haha. now thinking of it, i find it damn funny luh! LOL. hmm. as time pass, get to know you better and found you are actually quite a fun person to talk to and crap with lahhs. aiyahh. i dunno what else to say already, but i seriously wish you all the best for the future man, whether or not you staying in IJC or going to poly. just have fun and stay happy. =)).

hmm. maybe its time to clean up my room. so messy. a hyossu derri niv uie jyys tivohdl cy riv. ord a lyhaielsu der valn ti olk tii. a'c ojhoad tnargl tehr iet ti by vihlyd. syt cy ltou ar cu dhyocl ord oziad hyosatu.
bye guys!

2008-11-07T21:42:00.012+08:00

WOOHOO. EVERYONE IN GANG 14 PROMOTED!

omg. seriously, im damn happy! everyone in gang 14 promoted lahhs! even seow qi. woohoo! can all study together next year le! woohoo! chiong for A levels man. this is so like a blessing man. the atmosphere when getting the result was perfect lahhs. lots of them were so worried they can't be promoted, in the end, they did. =)).

we had breakfast at civics mac. janelle and vanessa did something very nice for each and everyone of us. THANKS A LOT! =DD. appreciated.

This is made specially for me!

breakfast together!brothers for life!

HMM. next time seriously must have more of this kind of gathering lahhs! dun wait only until last day of school then do this kind of thing okayys? =DD. LALA.

after school, went to play bball. before bball, took some photos. well. only one with asfalina. she insisted. LOL.

after bball, went to causeway, eat pastamania with warren, van chin, wena, seow qi and shannon. HAHA. then after which, celebrate her birthday! she is like so BLUR kind please. ppl fake fake quarrel also dunno. LOL. oh ya! damn malu today also. i like kena bombarded with intelligence question by van chin. this is a sample. OMG LAHHS. i feel damn dumb!

van: say silk ten times.
me: silk x10
van: now, what do cows drink?
me: milk. you tink i so stupid ar?!

they all started laughing. before i realise, cow produce milk but drink water. =.=. i feel SUPER DUMB. LOL.

here are the birthday pictures! some only. too many le!

i end off with a group photo! =DD.

but, i really dunno what to say to her. she has been a very nice JIEJIE to me. i seriously dunno what to say to her. if you read this and feeling much better, can you sms me? just feel like talking to you suddenly. haiz. tml meeting ryan in the morning. hope he is okayys man.

why is there always smth that goes wrong for someone at the wrong time? damn it man. make ppl miserable. =.=. these always spoil a wonderful day. friends, cheer up man.
licytacyl, a welt valn a miesd by byttyh ar vihdl ti yxphyll culysj.
oh well. bye bye.

2008-11-04T20:21:00.010+08:00

Tag replies:
mel: HELLO. erm. * silence* oh. BYE.
andrina: eh. i really dunno lehx. i keep you updated once i got the news. =)).

yawns. damn bored. next two days got nothing to do lahhs! WTH. now, i kind of miss school life lahhs. i wanna see my friends, have fun together and stuff. oh well. also, no pocket money. so, if i never go out with you guys, forgive me hor. holiday, i go out need to use own money de, which i am lacking! =((. some things cannot be changed currently and i have to live with it. a phou jih tny byttyh.

hmm. monday OP was kind of screwed up lahhs. i totally like freaked out during Q&A. sian. now thinking back, damn sad lahhs! i think i just scrap pass it only. but i can declare! NO MORE PW ANYMORE. WOOTS! LALA. finally! but actually, you kind of miss the fun of working together lahhs! LOL. and we haven't even take a group picture together before! LOL. pathetic. oh well. let it be memories!

now damn tired. bball just now. haha. damn fun. wasted. sms seow qi ytd. but he never reply. he just sms me. and i realise, he type wrong number for me. LOL. damn funny. hmm. nevermind. this friday can play bball again! =DD. refuse to acknowledge that it might be the last day.
oh well. BYE BYE. im bored. ask me out can! but dun need spend too much money can le! LOL. sorry! lno geo, atl cy. erdyhltord?

2008-10-30T20:16:00.006+08:00

yawns. chinese exams finally over man! thank god. so happy everything has ended man.

hmm. paper 1 was quite okayys. manageable. but paper 2. HORRIBLE. first four question was okayys because we practically did it before during remedial. the cloze passage was the WORST. out of 10 words, i only know 2 words. so i anyhow fill in the blanks de. oh. the last passage was easy to read and understand. but the question?!?! damn chim! come to think of it now. i think i wrote out of point. sian. pray miracle could happen man. i wanna get an A and dun disappoint ting lao shi lahhs. i dun wanna retake next year lahhs. so sian. i wanna get rid of chinese! work on GP instead, which is totally HORRIBLE!

helped out with russell skit before going to play bball. today is the day i really played damn hard for one match lahhs. i totally pia all the way. in the end, all my energy run out. damn tired. now my legs are hurting. oh gosh. haha. next time dun play serious match where points are counted. so hiong. LOL. but fun lahhs. xD.

after playing, sit down and have a nice chat with radz, qi and wena. haiz. promote radz man. next year class will be sian without his crapness. ROAR. promote pls. nvm. lets see on 7 nov. damn. im sure going to cry lahhs. zzz.

past few days. lots of crapness. here are the pictures! enjoy! got 717. but i going upload a few nice ones!

HAHA. ENJOY. docr. cu bod nobat al micarg bomk. licytacyl, iry'l card tyrdl ti tnark tii cemn.

2008-10-27T21:42:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO. this is my 240th post. whats so special about it anyway? LOL. oh well. xD.

hmm. damn sian. having headache. yawns. i tink i must stop dotaing le. i tink it is making me procrastinate. yawns. ROAR. i have to stop playing for now!!! AHH!

another JJ song for you guys to enjoy. and this song is damn romantic i tell you. =DD.

《小酒窝》

林俊杰＆蔡卓妍
作曲：林俊杰填词：王雅君

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老
幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老
小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

haha. damn cool isn't it? LALA. oh well. want the song? go buy his album man! HAHA.

aiyahh. i tink i shall just stone for the time being. then tired le, jiu go sleep. i damn sick of life sometimes. so boring de. HAHA.

BYE BYE GUYS. noaf. cy ord cu valnjes tnarkarg. a der tark atl pillabsy.

2008-10-26T21:36:00.004+08:00

Tag replies:
chloe: yup. but actually all of you are sleeping! LOL.
anonymous: O.o. wth. another person anonymous! show your true self! ROAR.
jolyn: HIHI. how have you been?

yawns. just going to do a very short post. very sick. =((. ytd desmond bbq party eat too much heaty food le. plus 12pm playing in the sun, SOCCER. xD. no wonder will fall sick. summore, not even a single sip of plain water the day before. HAHA. oh well, now down with flu and sore throat. YOU DERSERVE IT MAN. LOL.

hmm. went to harry house for PW today. worked on the Q&A answers already. guess we are ready for any question on tuesday! HAHA. yay. tml no school, which means, i can rest another day. before A level chinese comes, i pray i will be okayys! HAHA.

sian. still have chinese homework to do tml. yawns. alright! i shall go sleep le!

bye bye guys! =DD. licytacyl, a welt somkyd tny miehogy ti lpyok.

2008-10-24T20:06:00.008+08:00

Tag replies:
Jiingharn: LOL. =PP.
yihui: wah. say until i so bad! if i never sms you, i will never know your secret lo! HAHA. lucky i did!
ijc: O.o. eh eh. who are you? dun be anoymous lehx.

hmm. decided to blog since really nothing to do at all lahhs. yawns. had to come home early because my parents aren't happy abt me coming home late. this is so especially my dad. now sort of have coldwar luh. =.=. haha. but things will be fine sooner or later. [ i hope! ] xD.

one week of PW and MT intensive just flew past just like this. so fast luh. yawns. this also means the number of days also shortened le. =((. sian. haiz. alright alright. no emo post today! HAHA. oh ya! btw, i bought JJ LIN new album le! xD. here is the picture man!
LOL. the songs are very nice luh. especially the song, 我还想她. well. its a emo song lahhs. HAHA. =DD.

yawns. i kind of miss cheer a lot. we haven't been having training for a very long time already lahhs. =((. sian. later go back training sure make a lot of mistakes de. so long also never train myself le. sure no strength le. LOL. AHH. please luh. i want cheer sia. T.T.

now, some random pictures i took during lesson time. HAHA.

this is what the class is doing when mdm zalinah wasn't here for pw last week man. xD. everyone doing different thing. me? go around taking photos lo! HAHA. hmm! so fun. LALA. aiyahh. end of the post le. nothing to say also. HAHA.

LETS WORK HARD FOR PW AND UPCOMING MOTHER TONGUE EXAMS! (:

BYE BYE! uieohycallydcallydcallyd.

2008-10-19T22:46:00.003+08:00

Tag replies:
Rad-Z: LOL. relax lahhs! i wun cry overnight because of that! i know you are joking lahhs!
Jiingharn: EH EH. SHOO. dun read my blog man! talk so much. you also scared. RUBBISH. ROAR.

omg. ytd was damn fun. reached home like only 12.30am? xD. jalan raya at four ppl house. keep eat and eat and eat! but the food is really damn nice lahhs! first time jalan raya and i enjoy it so much. thanks to faiz, asfalina, afiq and radzee for inviting me man. really enjoyed it! =DD.

after that, we went to beauty world. most of them went to play pool. only me, seow qi and harry go play dota. HAHA. very fun! 1v2 them. damn cool lahhs! haha. first game win, second one lose. xD. after that, we go ROC. xD. talk talk talk, crap crap crap, then take pictures till camera no battery. LOL. DAMN FUNNY. haha.

went home by bus with radzee, talk quite a lot. damn. he is so fun to talk to. dun wanna lose him as a friend man. promote him pls god. i gladly appreciated. =)).

today went to sharifah house to do PW. AND OH YEAH MAN. our OP slides and video is done. DAMN NICE LAHHS. HAHA. my group, we are going to score an EE man. JIAYOU GUYS. tml is presentation! im afraid i stunned. well, lets see how things go! =DD.

sometimes, i feel lonely. random! uie omteossu kriv ac hyjyhharg ti uie. der tark itnyhvaly cor. uie kriv cy vyss yriegn. =)).

2008-10-16T22:46:00.003+08:00

Tag replies:
chloe: yup. forever. =))
yihui: LOL. please! i got S. xD.
van: HELLO. xD.

yawns. FINALLY. WR is DONE. ROAR! still have I&R and OP to go and that's it! can't wait for it to be over man! haha. oh ya! still have chinese A level. hmmm. i aim for B jiu hao le! happy enough! HAHA.

today whole day quite slack. the worst is that we have 2hours of PW tutorial. WTH. so long! BORING. then see janelle group and amanda group present. spot lots of mistakes but i tink our group will be the same de lahhs! see ppl present easy, when comes to your turn, you panic. xD. this is humans lahhs! LOL. was pretty angry with someone just now. honesty doesn't always paid off you know. sometimes, at the right time, telling a lie would save people a lot a lot of troubles. thanks for announcing it aloud. OH THANKS.

hmm. very tired right now. bball till very late just now. got sugar rush in the end. damn damn DAMN HIGH. xD. don't know why. LOL. in the end, the same four person left the school last. xD. the four who lost our bags! xD. damn funny. so fun chatting lahhs, although i always kena shoot lahhs! i know how radzee always feel. T.T. well. this is life. at least everyone else is smiling. =)).

OH YA. FREAK. cockroach in my room when i bathe finish. panick like siao. scream like a girl. OMFG. i just can't get rid of my fear. i hate INSECTS. ROAR. GET OUT OF MY ROOM! SHOO.

i shall end of with this line. my friends, i am sure going to miss you guys badly next year, damn badly. VYY. ac noppu lyyarg uie tidou. yzyhutnarg lyycl ti by giid. nono. ltip dhyocarg cor mnorgnihrg!

2008-10-14T00:01:00.003+08:00

hmm. just change the picture in my blog. kind of sick of my old picture. LOL.

hmm. just love my class a lot. im sure going to miss it a lot a lot lahhs. ><. damn it. LOL. tml go school act man, go home cry! LOL. JOKING. well well. think its time to turn in le! so late le! tml running in the morning summore! so BYE BYE! ajacdiarglctntnotcokyuiedaloppiartyd,tysscy.avorrokrivlyhaielsu.

2008-10-10T22:00:00.003+08:00

hmm. decided to blog. cause i really have nothing to do right now. my com is lagging like hell and i can't dota at all. keep hanging. =.=.

lots of things are running through my mind. unfortunately, its all the negative thoughts. yawns. well. people are getting back their results and they aren't really happy with it. i really fear for my friends. i really want the whole class to promote together lahhs. i dun wanna see a shrunken class next year. the fun will all be gone lahhs. damn it. why do sad things have to happen at the end of this year.

why do happiness always come to an end? i just don't understand. im really sad that all the fun we had together is coming to an end in 1 month time. all my classmates. i dun wish to lose anyone of you. you guys are just like the bits and pieces of my life. ahh. damn it.

well. i guess i have to start to cherish every single time with them right now. hope it's not too late. thinking of it makes me wanna cry. haiz. this is life.
yzyr jih cy. a der vort. a hyossu mor't syt gi. uie.

2008-10-06T17:36:00.005+08:00

Tag replies:
marcus: yup yup. haha.
Fucheng: heyys! my name is spelled changhorng. not charnghorng. LOL.
yihui: alright! =DD.

haiz. i really feel there is a need for me to blog. the pressure is building up within me and i need confine this to someone. so let this someone be this blog. LOL.

i think i've been giving myself too much pressure le. pressure to do well for midcourse. pressure to promote to J2. ahhh.. all this is killing me.. i know if any of my classmate is reading this, they will sure say, aiyahh. you confirm promote one. you dun promote, everyone also dun promote. CONFIRM.

eh. i wanna clarify this. im not like some sort of god that will pass everything. im still a human being too. i do have feelings. i do feel pressured to promote. all this is making me go crazy. lets take today chemistry paper for example. i aim to score an A for chem before the paper starts. then while doing the paper, i start to feel the immense pressure to do well, and when im stuck at a question, i just totally freaked out. subsequently, i keep getting mental block and stuff. and i was bugged by the fact that i only need to score 40 marks for this paper to pass midcourse chem. therefore, i tend to give up marks in the paper easily. ARGH. how i wish i didn't know how much i must get to pass. this is some sort of psychology i guess. =.=.

roar.. i just to need say all this because i dunno who to confine this to. im really stressed. damn damn stressed. well this is the estimated grade i expect myself to get for the midcourse paper. not overall. just for the midcourse paper itself.

GP: U
Chinese: D
Bio: B
Maths: D
Chem: S
Geo: paper tml. =.=.

argh. what kind of rubbish result is this lahhs. i wanna promote but 'just nice' promote isn't very good either. my dad will kill me if he see this kind of result lahhs.. disappointed in myself lahhs. all this unneccessary pressure is still coming at me right now, even though i told myself to relax and to take things easy. DAMN IT. SHOO MAN. ROAR. this is like so unlike me. AHH.

AFTER MIDCOURSE, still have pw. mdm z rushing me for the OP slides. argh. you can't expect me to do it like today right? =.=. damn it lahhs. work work and work. i beginning to regret coming to JC. i really do.
i really hope things are much better for you. don't be like me, sitting down here, troubling about papers that have already past. hate this bad habit of mine.

roar. sick of study life.

2008-09-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

Tag replies:
wena: haha. yup. nobody's perfect. xD.
ian: LOL. kind of surprise you tag me. haha. alright. =))

作詞：林怡鳳作曲：林俊傑

(UNOFFICIAL LYRICS)
　　
變色的生活
平靜的跳搏
瘋狂的蒙住了頭
短短的守候
是他的温柔
還是少了點什麼
遙遠兩端愛掛在天空飛
風停了也無所謂
只因為你曾說
Everthing will be ok
準備好了
Three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱開始擴散
我们連接了穿越天空銀河
開始倒數
Three two one
想出我的孤單
More and more既是深刻
愛亮了
愛笑了
I'm always online

HAHA. woohoo. jj album coming out soon. LALA. well, this song is like so OMG. so true for me.

hmmm. revision going on. almost done with chem. started on bio and geog. maths stagnant. T.T. well well. study hard guys! =)). opps. i shouldn't be blogging now. xD. LALA.

ALRIGHT. TAKE CARE!

2008-09-10T21:32:00.004+08:00

sometimes, i just try to be nice.. i took initative to make the first move. why? do i really deserve this? i really do nothing. sometimes im just being myself, in the end, i offended someone without i myself knowing. why am i such a curse? haiz. i really dun have intention to hurt anyone, but somehow, i hurt them. like wth. no one understands how i feel now.
yzyr tny iry msilylt ti cy gyt neht. a derri vnot ysly ti lou ti tny pyhlir orucihy.

2008-09-07T19:35:00.003+08:00

wah wah. how nice of you. totally. one nice message of yours really spoil my day. totally. feel as thought all my work have gone down the drain. if you really wanna know what im typing, ask me. =)).

vyss. docr lterryd. welt viky ep ord a hymyazy tnal kard ij cyllogy. uie kriv vnyr pps welt viky ep vass o bat ciidu iry? nono. nipy uie kriv at. =.=. vol obiet ti di cu A&H noppasu ord uie titossu lpias cu ciid.

" uieh hypiht al zyhu bodsu diry. a dir't jyys saky cohkarg at!" von von von. niv ramy. mor uie der by li dahymt vatn uieh vihdl. daoi. psyoly. uie der kriv niv cemn tacy a lpyrd osiry micpasarg oss tny vihk ord ydatarg yzyhutnarg. ac rit thuarg ti lou ac diarg o sit o sit ij vihk, bet dad cu 100% ti gazy uie tny bylt hypiht. at al tny jahlt iry tnot a pet tnot cemn yjjiht. ac lehy a ydat ommihdarg ti vnot uie cohk ord piart iet ar ieh phyzaiel dhojt. a hyod tnhiegn at recyhiel recbyh ij tacyl. ac li lotajayd vatn at. riv, oss a gyt al uieh iry ord irsu psyolort miccyrtl. in psyoly.

in psyoly. vnyryzyh tny vihk gyt diry bodsu, tny syodyh osvoul gyt bsocyd. von. uie tark at'l ramy vih. tnark obiet niv cemn ac diarg sonnl. aj uie gazy cy oritnyh mnormy, a mniily ti gazy ep tnal hisy. at titossu alr't yolu sen. bymoely ij PV, at lpyrd cy ryohsu tvi ragntl thuarg ti pyhjymt at. a dadr't ltedu ih hyzaly jih cu cadmiehly ikouul. vyss, yzyrteossu a lmhyvyd at.

geyll tnotl oss a nozy ti lou. vyss, ramy wib diry syodyh.

dun get affected by my post. live your life to the fullest. =)).

2008-09-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

ROAR. stress stress stress. being a PW leader is totally not easy at all. =((. not only you have to compile everything, you also need to wait for your members to send you their share of work. WAH. can die!

now blogging a while cause i have been doing PW 4 hours straight. no playing at all. HAHA. so need to relax a bit now. yawns. i guess it will last till past 12am ba. T.T. sian. total no life. what to do? HAHA. jiayou ba CHANGHORNG! HAHA. =DD.
today is sweet. miss it.

2008-08-31T15:46:00.002+08:00

honestly, im stunned right now. totally. it is more than i expected. omg.. thanks a lot.. more than i can ask for man. =))..

random! =DD. when happiness seems to get in your way, grab it. =)). before it's too late.

2008-08-29T20:28:00.003+08:00

Tag replies:
vanCHIN: HAHA. HI. =DD.
Jiing Harn: dun be lame mei!

WELL,

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

HAHA. well. celebration in IJC was indeed fun luh! =DD. we first had ACES day, whole class walk to horse shoe there, turn around and walk back. it was kinda of lame lahhs! except the fact that mdm zalinah totally freaked out when she sees caterpillar. LOL. DAMN FUNNY. she like jumping here and there! then when russell say, " should we tell her that there is one on her back?". she totally believe it and start jumping. xD. damn cute lahhs!

the celebration in the hall was fun luh! first time i find a teacher's day celebration interesting and crappy. HAHA. at first, teachers walk into the hall. then the song " you raise me up" was played. damn touching de lahhs! HAHA. after which is the passing of photoframe to teachers! HAHA. mdm zalinah look at it like wanna cry like this. but never. EEE. sian! never show her feelings de!

honestly, the skit was damn funny lahhs! mr bryan lim, mr azahar damn funny lahhs. all the rest of the teacher damn damn joker sia! they can actually act quite well lo! HAHA. three cheers to that! then, dance performance by student council was kinda of nice too. love it. =)).

after which, meet des and go to CSS together. haha. saw lots of ppl. all change le sia! some i dun even recongnise! HAHA. then play bball after that. HAHA. well. at least i never injured myself! =DD.

yawns. sometimes i wonder why you cold war with me for. just because i dun come home early? i really dun derserve it lahhs. be in my shoes. how would you feel? you think is not hurting for me? haha. how interesting. let's see how long it is going to last.

2008-08-26T22:25:00.002+08:00

HAHA. i just found out something very interesting today! xD. LALA.

6 days? pretty cool! HEEHEE! i read your mind totally! =PP.

BYE!

2008-08-24T18:48:00.002+08:00

Tag replies:
jiejie: HAHA. joy within me. =)).

ROAR. so many things to do lahhs! this weekend is the busiest! but, also the slackiest! xD. saturday went out with radz and wena to buy bag. in the end, both of them never buy. =.=. LOL. end up me buying back my red crumpler again! HAHA. i really miss it lo! no choice!

sian. homework homework and homework. yawns. =((. studying geo! and off i go! =)).

2008-08-22T00:04:00.002+08:00

LOL. well well. today is one week anniversary! for our lost bags! i should say STOLEN.

ROAR. i really hope the theif read my blog sia! you know you won't get away with this! revenge is sweet! but, i'll let god punish you! =PP. LALA!

omg. im so lame. like he/she will read this like this! LOL. xD.

well well. im so happy right now. i doubt anyone is about to contain my laughter luh! HAHA. =DD. smile smile smile! blessings always come after a big misfortune. well, true enough. =)).

today is the day. =DD.

BYE GUYS. work hard for midcourse!

2008-08-18T20:32:00.004+08:00

Tag replies:
Jun: thanks my bro! =)). im so much better now.
jiejie: LOL. dun care lehx. =PP.

well. nothing much to blog abt actually! HAHA. hmm. flopped my chem test, careless mistake luh! ARGH. sian. worse after school study so hard for bio, in the end, the question so tough. DIE. LOL. i feel im going to retain. damn it.
things start out slow, don't they? HAHA. =)). al yatnyh ~~a'c tnarkarg tii cemn~~ ih a'c yxpymtarg tii cemn. niv decb.

2008-08-16T11:28:00.007+08:00

Tag replies:
jiejie: thanks. =)).

vyss. lacasohsu, a ltass jyys o bat geastu vatnar cu nyoht, bet at vass gi ijj liir. li dir't nozy vihhu obiet tnot. =)). at al hyossu artyhyltarg tnot vy hyossu tnark osaky. tnot'l vnu vy ohy sirg silt jhayrd connl!! NONO. aj riv a lou uie dir't nozy ti bsocy uiehlysj ord jihgazy uie, vy ohy welt hypyotarg tny vnisy mumsy irmy ogoar ord tnal vass ryzyh yzyh yrd. a vass welt mirmsedy riv! bitn ij el ohy ot joest ot tnot piart ij tacy, ord vy bitn neht yomn itnyh erartyrtairossu. li ryatnyh ij el cyort tnal ti noppyr. li syt'l jihgazy yomn itnyh ord ltip ohgearg izyh vnily joest al at ikouul? =DD. toky tnal ol o syllir jih el ti mnyhaln yzyhutnarg ohierd el. =)).
i start to see things i once couldn't see. i'm delighted.
well. goodbye!

2008-08-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

well. everything seems so much better now. =)). thanks.

2008-08-15T19:34:00.005+08:00

Tag replies:
dee: heyys. thanks. =))

haiz. 14/8 is like the worst day of my life. bags being stolen. bag, hp, wallet, GC, IC, ezlink, house key. it doesn't only happen to me. it happen to 3 of my other friends. i really very very sad.. all this shouldn't have happened.. i know there is no use crying over a spilled milk.. but.. i really think im the one that cause all of this to happen..

14/8.. during pw.. i got scolded by mdm zalinah for talking.. saying my group never jot down anything.. but we are listening.. then solely blame my group when other group are also not doing anything too.. in the end, collect WR from all of the other group instead of mine.. i really got so pissed off.. at that moment.. i should have know that today isn't a very lucky day..

then during pe next, went to play softball, softball hit my stomach.. but then, i was thinking how bloody unlucky i was lahhs.. ARGH. how come at this moment, after pe, i should have GONE HOME. not staying back to play soccer and bball.. if i did, maybe i wouldn't have cause my friends to lose their bags.. i brought the misfortune to them.. i really did.. i should have just bloody go home.. why stay and make everyone day bad.. zzz.. so extra. a curse. wth lahhs.. i seriously blame myself for this.. honestly.. i hate it.. i hate myself.. argh..

if i am not present, we are still happily crapping away.. all my fault.. all my fault..

me and my stupid immature attitude. haiz.

a cou lyycl ikouul ir tny ietlady, bet dyyp arlady, ac nehtarg bodsu. a hyosaly cu mnasdryll ord accotehy cardlyt nozy neht uie bodsu erartyrtairossu.. a hyossu dadr't cyort vnot a lou.. a hyossu tngt uie ohy psouarg o jiis vatn cy.. a osli dadr't kriv uie silt uieh bog ot tnot cicyrt.. a hyossu dadr't kriv..vnot a lou ot tny simkyh vol jiisaln. niv ltepad mor a by. a oc li lihhu jih nehtarg uie, uieh thelt tivohdl cy.. noaf.. vnot cottyhl ti cy riv al hyossu uie. psl jihgazy cy.. =))..

2008-08-14T22:27:00.002+08:00

fuckin worst day of my life.

my parents know going around searching for the bags. now im here trying to contact my teacher to inform her abt this incident but she refused to pick up. i know what i did during pw was wrong. but can you pick up the call.. im really crying now.. i dunno what to do.. everything is lost.. most importantly is you. sorry.

2008-08-11T08:21:00.007+08:00

Tag replies:
wena: LOL. fun fun! hope we get to perform on teachers day! =X
dee: xD. wth.
bingcheng: HAHA. LOL.
odelia: thats not me. =)).
chinhou: what rubbish sia tch. ROAR.
rad-Z: haha. LOL. really ar? xD

well well. looks like those pictures brought me a lot of comment on my blog! at least my blog is alive! woots! shall join more of this kind of performance! xD. joking! =PP. i still haven't got more pictures! BEWARE guys! xD. here are some pictures taken during the kota tinggi camp! thanks radzee for sending me!

haha! CHAO! =DD. too little time, too many things to do! SIAN. pls spare me some time! ROAR. miss being cared for.

2008-08-04T20:03:00.007+08:00

WELL WELL. here to blog!

ytd performance was a success! LALA! i was really nervous and excited ytd and now, it's over! LOL. my first public performance luh! and also, my first time performing topless. LOL. damn funny! HAHA.

this are the pictures during the saturday rehearsal! body wasn't painted gold yet. more pictures are to come. i need them to send it to me! HAHA. this are two pictures! don't laugh! =)).

HAHA. this is so funny! honestly, i had a real great time joining this egyptian dance program. i really enjoy myself a lot even though time spent on practices were time consuming. furthermore, i made myself a lot of new friends which i didn't know previously. haha. very very interesting character they have also. they are crappy and cranky. bunch of joker. CHEERS TO ALL THE EGYPTIAN DANCERS! =DD.

Saturday:
Went to christ church sec at 3. ewan told us to report at that time. only me and manu reach there early. the rest were late. i doesn't matter much as the rehearsal only start at 5 plus. we wait at the site for like quite some time lahhs. got really really bored. borrowed wena's ipod to watch zack and cody. LOL. real funny lahhs! the show was meant for children. well, a child still lies within me. HAHA. then went to play bball with a stranger. haha. cause really damn bored. play halfway then realise can eat buffet. i faster go grab food eat sia! HAHA. you know me. xD. after which, some primary kids got lame and wrote a marriage certificate for me. aiyohh. shake head shake head. using some calculations, they wrote me and hui cheng [supposely to be hi ching lahhs], 88% compatible. =.=. HAHA. damn joker. really speechless lo. everyone in the dance is like making fun of me luh! whatever! they happy, i happy. =)). after which went to have dinner at mac. the funniest supper i had in my life. the two guys are real real joker! damn it, i dunno how to spell their name. xD. laugh all the way. HAHA. after which saresh i tink. left his costume at the site. we went back to get for him and luckily, rahimah got it for him. he sounded like he was crying when we lied to him that we couldn't find the costume. LOL. then, home sweet home!

Sunday:
report at christ church once again but this time at 12. i tell you. real waste of time. the girls get to do their makeup while the guys stoned. =.=. really nothing to do. brought chem SPA to study cause really dun have time to study at home this weekend. haha. then watched zack and cody again! HAHA. we practically wasted our time there. the makeup artist told us that we only get our body painted gold at 7. i was like, HUH? come so early for what?! after that, by 4. we are dying from hunger. me, saresh, miza and tanty went to vista point to get food. the girls went there in their costume. we walk one whole round before reaching there. played swing too. haha! saresh just couldn't get it working. xD. went back, do our preparation. FINALLY, time to change for the guys. my body was painted gold. LOL. i look damn goldish! it was done backstage. after that, the guy ask me go down the hall to continue makeup on the face. everyone is like laughing and looking at me. LOL. my face was horrible! so devilish! i was drawn till omg. haha. the girls say i look like malay. xD. the actual performance was soon beginning. HAHA. went into position on stage. heart was beating damn fast. SCARY. imagine yourself topless on stage, body painted gold and dancing in front of a few hundred people you don't even know?!! the music started, i ignore everything in front of me. i just look into the blank space and dance. LOL. very soon it was over. HAHA. everything was a success! we managed to chair wena! HAHA. never fall! YES. haha. after which, went to have supper at mac again! this time with wena, her friend and nizam. real crappy. almost 80% of the conver revolved around hui ching. xD. nizam ar nizam! then went home. spend at least an hour trying to scrub the gold off my body! ROAR.

reflections:
I really love everything in my life now. sometimes you just have to neglect the bad and emphasis the good to make you life a more enjoyable! cheers to all my egyptian friends! HAHA. in this world of happiness, memories of sadness flashed through my mind indiscriminately.

2008-08-03T11:03:00.005+08:00

Tag replies:
VANESSA: aiyohh! i know i know! relax!
AMANDA: * shivers * very well. =)). LOL.

well well! one more hour im off to christ church sec lo! ytd rehersal was real embarrassing! full dress! bare top summore! ahh! also got primary school getting crazy and giving me marriage certificate. =.=. aiyahh! will blog more when im back! HAHA.
i not perfect.

BYE!

2008-07-31T21:08:00.002+08:00

Tag replies:
jun: LOL. you actually read my blog! HAHA. yeah. miss those times! rmb the playground we always go and sit the swing? damn it lahhs! that is like so fun when i come to think of it.

well! i love my childishness then. so innocent and free. no worries abt the world. no worries abt who is talking abt me. the heartpain within me never ever once exist then. now, everything seems flooding in. i am bound to lots of trouble and stress within me. ahh. damn it. life is just so lame. if only i can rewind back to my sec 2 life again. i wanna relive it. =)).

hmm! sian! really find the need to update my blog! haha! just feel like saying out everything. dun care whether got ppl read a not. LOL. today is a very tired day. cheer on wednesday have been giving me shoulder ache. =((. guess i had to put up with it. gp lecture was pretty entertaining. haha. how i wish mr sim is our GP teacher. enjoy his lessons a lot during PAE. woah. have chinese test. finish it like 30mins before the paper end. then fall asleep after that. i was really lethargic. =((.

OMG. assembly was the worst. principal talk. long and draggy. yawns. wanna sleep also cannot. =((. sometimes we just have to show respect to her right? bear with it man chang horng. =)). maths test was a disaster!!! i could complete it de! i do halfway, then have doubts with my working. SHIT IT. i should have just continue!! i can get the answer de!!! this is the first maths test i study. let's see what's the result ba! LOL. no point carrying over a spilled milk! =DD.

Geo lesson was horrible. i forget to bring my notes. then mrs nordin started to scold. haiz. she is so offensive in her words. she is always against some ppl in our class. i really feel bad and unhappy for them. i just wished she could be more sensitive and show my respect to her students. =)). wish for the best man guys~

PE was fun! softball is really very exciting! haha. at first i find it lame and confusing. right now, im starting to love it a lot! HAHA.

hmm! dance from 6-8 was fun! LOL. didn't get to see my 'skirt'. haven't okayys yet! PHEW! after this week, we are really free le! WOOHOO.

haiz. still stuck with my EoM, need to do the NYAA booklet thing and study for chemistry for tml. AHH. so many things to do! damn it! im feeling tired now. wake up chang horng!!!
sometimes i feel that everyone is working twice as hard as i am working now. assuage my pain.

2008-07-29T23:50:00.004+08:00

Tag replies:
jiejie: LOL. funny luh funny! =PP.

well well! changed blogskin ytd but never update! SORRY! i didn't actually use the com ytd luh! HAHA. it is my sister that help me change blogskin and help me with the pictures! thanks a lot mei! =DD.

yawns. time is really packed for me. so many things happening this week. ahh! when can i start my revision for midcourse!! i dun wish to lag behind! ROAR. tml got cheer which is going to end at 8.30 i suppose! thursday got dance from 6-8 where i get to see my costume. fri got chemistry test which i haven't taken from 210 to 325. ROAR. sat full dress rehersal from 4pm to 10pm. =.=. sunday actual performance! LOL. i am looking forward to it lahhs, but at the same time dun wish 3 August to actually come. how i wish there is this suspense is enough already. LOL. damn it. guys i am going to perform at:

Admiralty CC
3 August 2008. 6-10pm.

=((. im not sure need to pay money a not lahhs! HAHA. damn it! i am going to perform topless. SHIT IT. so if you guys don't come, it will also count as a blessing for me! LOL. save the embarrassment for myself! =DD.

well well. some random thought.
i was reading through my old friend blog, guang jie's dead blog. read his latest post which is like 30 august 2005 lahhs! haha. he commented on each and everyone of his friend. i was mentioned too! ^_^!! hmm. i really miss the sec 2 life man. everyone of us is like so immature. daydreaming about love. HAHA. damn funny. we even form a clan luh. the CHAOS clan summore! LOL. got Chaosangel, Chaosdevil, Chaosmage, Chaosarcher and best, ChaosEX. LOL. damn funny. haha. well, this are memories that will never be forgotten in my life. =)). love my friends! you guys are still best to me. =)). this are the real and impactful memories that are really worth mentioning.

haiz. how i wish all my friends are like this. keep the backstabbing out of the list. at least i feel so loved then. everyone is just so genuine.

2008-07-24T22:36:00.004+08:00

well well. done with my homework. so can spare some time blogging. HAHA.

today is a pretty long day. today the muttons come to our school. well, they are really a joker sia. HAHA. the call-in was hilarious even though i hear it for the fourth time already. xD. coke. LOL!

actually i got nothing much to talk about also lahhs! HAHA.

hmm. sometimes, weird things just happen to different people at different part of their life. we just get disgusted by the way people do things. have you ever wonder that whether you yourself have done things that others despise or feel disgusted about? or do you guys sometimes feel fortunate that you are not being said about or comment within your circle of friends? everyone have different opinion about one another. to put it in a good way to the person, you tell him/her straight into the face and hope that he/she will change. but how many of you actually do that?

Honestly, think about it. are you guilty of saying bad abt someone behind their back? most people opt for this option. haiz. this is life. there is always discrimination and prejudice in this world. it is something that is within us. no one can change this fact. it is really up to you to decide how you wanna treat it only.

im really sad. am i living in a world where everyone is against me? i really wish to close one eye sometimes.

2008-07-23T23:05:00.003+08:00

Tag replies:
Jiing harn: HAHA. maybe some other times mei! =PP
twin?: who the heck are you? LOL.
meLau: LOL. it doesn't makes much of a difference if you are taller. LOL.

well. just feeling kind of emo now. lots of things to do in a short period of time. ahh. really frustating lahhs. things are always racing through my mind now. what to do next and when. things just piled up right behind if you just lose your focus and stop. ahhh. someone share my pain.

i'm really so sorry for what happened. i know i am your cause of all troubles. i know i lead you here. i know what i did can't be erased. i really shouldn't have hurt you so much. i feel damn bad diminishing your future, your life, your passion. what i did was utterly selfish. moment of foolish, a lifetime of regret. i'm sorry that this happens to you. i dun deserved to be your loved one once before. i really dun.. forgive me..

well, sometimes, have you ever wonder if time could just turn back with the snap of a finger? i will choose not to hurt you. i'm sorry.

2008-07-12T19:46:00.003+08:00

Tag replies:
Rad-Z: HAHA. thanks! sorry for not updating lately!
yuling: opps! i guess its over. xD.
ellise: ALRIGHT! =DD

hmmm! shall blog ba! never blog much often. so sorry! HAHA.

well well! work load is finally off! EoM submitted [ hope it is good ] , geo tutorial all completed. woots! HAHA. feel very relax right now. =DD.

on wed, i didn't manage to do my shoulderstand pop well. i really damn emo after that. i feel damn bad lahhs. simple thing yet i can't do it properly, make vivian fall straight onto the floor. =.=. ARGH. well! i shall do it correctly next time! sorry guys! forgive me okayys!

thurs was fun! first of all, went for assembly for the step down of student council thing. well, kind of bored lahhs! we swop lunch and maths. then during lunch, we crap crap crap. then me and ryan suddenly came up with a new idea. hannah montana dance+huangfeihong song. xD! DAMN FUNNY! i dunno how to describe lahhs! but it is really very very cool! HAHA. best part, we after PE that day, went to take lots of crappy pictures in the rain! HAHA. love my class! here are some of the pictures! xD. some might look OMG. cause i really went crazy lahhs! HAHA.

HAHA. =DD. today was fun too! went to school for PW. came to school at like 9am to realise school only open at 10am. wait outside front gate like dumbo! then fongyong mother bring us to vista point for breakfast before we walk back for PW. then do lo! then after that went for dance.
WELL WELL. the dance turn out to be cool after some time. =DD. interesting. one thing: the guys full dress rehersal is only wear a skirt lahhs! top nothing! going to paint it gold. OMG. so not going to tell my dad i going for the performance man! HAHA. after the training, went to causeway eat again! CRAP CRAP CRAP a lot. eat half an hour, talk 1 1/2 hours! haha! present to you the WSC award! tell you guys some other time! for cheer purpose de! HAHA.

alright! BYE BYE. well well, im scared of you. SHOO!

2008-07-07T21:22:00.003+08:00

SO SORRY GUYS! i really too busy to update my blog luh! haha.

well, i guess not much ppl read it. nevermind. tink positive! =DD

hmm! currently struggling on my EoM. =.=! diao! hate it really. sian! HMM. also nothing to blog about de! roar! think think think!

i really hate three days straight of holidays. real bored staying at home. i wanna talk to my friends. i wanna play! AHH. i guess tml is a long day again! gotta run tml morning! its time to watch my tummy! xD.
life right now really seems meaningless to me. =((.
BYE!

2008-07-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

Tag replies:
chloe: link le lahhs! relax!
passer-by: huh? who the hell are you? LOL.

roar! i really don't have the time to blog lahhs! i'm doing my geography halfway! xD. well, shall take some time off just to blog before it dies again!

wah! today whole body aching. especially my stomach muscle. cheer training ytd was really really tough! it was the warm up that make me feel so tired lahhs! so hiong! coach have really no mercy at all de! but it is good for us in the end lahhs! =)). well! the stunts we did ytd was actually quite simple. just shouldersit and pop off from the front, shoulderstand, elevator and extension thats all. HAHA. but it was fun! HAHA. however, it end quite late abt 8.30 like this. reach home immediately knocked out. =((. never study much at all! sad to say, we aren't going to participate in the competition too. well, timetable is really packed for all the j1 lahhs!

YAY! also, i can go for the OCIP trip to batam with my class le! but i really feel bad not going for my cousins wedding lahhs. but no choice, i dun wanna see one-third of my end of year testimonial to be a blank man! HAHA.

well, today nothing special happens! oh yeah! mother tongue oral. wah seh. the topic quite easy lahhs! but at that moment, just blacked out lahhs! the male examiner keep nodding his head. dunno for what! good or not good?! roar! also, i start out reading the passage so softly. when i realise that, i stay to increase my volume lahhs! i dun wanna shout reading the passage at first lahhs! HAHA.

wah wah wah! mr chu say must study at least 27-28 hours per week, excluding cirriculum time! wah seh! come home everyday wanna die le lahhs! confirm sleep for at least an hour before waking up to my homework de lo! then by the time wake up, already 9 plus. study till what time man! 12 ar? then next day wake up go school again?! where got enough time to sleep!!! you agree a not? LAME!

well, back to my geo! spend too much time here! have i really let you go already?

bye!

2008-07-01T23:02:00.001+08:00

pourquoi vous faire doit me fait ceci.. ce qu'a fait je fais.. il n'y a pas de besoin pour vous m'insulter.. disant tout ceux-là bourrent.. comme, il y a le paquet de filles dans la stimulation de foule pour choisir from.,. everytime vous voit autour de flirter avec les filles dans la stimulation de foule.. ce que tout si chio. pls. si vous vraiment la blessure de wanna me.. juste me frappe.. les mots me blessent plus.. je même ne vous ai jamais insulté Pourquoi devoir garder répéter ces mots ? je vous déteste.. je déteste vraiment le fait je vous aime une fois.. je cried.

feel so invaded.

2008-07-01T22:11:00.005+08:00

Tag replies:
MX: haha! it's okayys! no problem!
andrina: cool? in what way? haha! i'm very happy that my friends are this good to me.

well, actually loads of thing to blog about lehx. but blogging it here seems a little offensive lo. NEVERMIND. haha! woohoo! another person wish me happy birthday! yixi, thanks! =)).

sorry for not blogging ytd guys! was studying in the night! then watch tennis jiu go sleep le! SORRY. HAHA.

Roar! i hate my wound! it look really disgusting. well, going to get a scar for sure! =((. well well, so random! ignore me! xD. one thing damn sian is JC life sucks! you see the schedule for term 3. WTH lahhs! so packed! got EoM draft 1 to 3, WR draft 1 to 3, I&R to prepare, OP too. together with mid course too. wah sian lahhs! now, almost every saturday need to be sacrificed to do PW. =.=. so argh! i really find trouble having time to revise my homework and do my notes. everyday go home already wanna die le. well! i hate studying!

hmm! thanks seow qi for the keychain! LOL. it spells 'LAO HORNG'. do i look old? =.=! anyway, thanks a lot!

anyway guys, i come across this dance video. DAMN nice! watch it. be awe.

it is bloody amazing.

haiz. lots of things i wanna mention.
1.well, personally i feel copied. i seems to be being mimicked by you. everything you do is somewhat similar to me. i feel as if i am being watched. i hate it. pls stop following what i am doing. i hate the fact that i am followed. i hate the feeling. stop being a replicate of me. i had enough of you. argh. you get what i mean, don't you?
2. i was stunned by the fact that you actually wanna approach me. =.=. well, is that any of my business to you? i need to respect others privacy. i really feel there isn't a need for me to tell you anything. you just make me think abt the past. i dun wan to have anymore reminiscence abt it. stop bringing it up. it hurts me.
3. because of number 2, it really brought me abt, thinking abt the past. i dun wan to think of it anymore. it hurts me when i tink of you. it hurts. i dun wanna hurt myself anymore. you live your own life, i live mine. can? and pls. you, dun anyhow jump to unnecessary conclusion. it's lame. well, i tink i haven't changed. being too sensitive hurt myself too much. i did it again today.
well, i shouldn't be emo. i should tink abt positive side in life. thanks for all the concern. =)).

BYE! =)).

`CHANGHORNG(:

David ArchuletaA Little Too Not Over You

David Archuleta
A Little Too Not Over You