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Welcome, stranger. Known as Chang Horng. Just remember, 27 June' 91. 0824A, Innova Junior College. Beatbox's my favorite :)

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Monday, October 06, 2008 - 5:36 PM
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Tag replies:
marcus: yup yup. haha.
Fucheng: heyys! my name is spelled changhorng. not charnghorng. LOL.
yihui: alright! =DD.

haiz. i really feel there is a need for me to blog. the pressure is building up within me and i need confine this to someone. so let this someone be this blog. LOL.

i think i've been giving myself too much pressure le. pressure to do well for midcourse. pressure to promote to J2. ahhh.. all this is killing me.. i know if any of my classmate is reading this, they will sure say, aiyahh. you confirm promote one. you dun promote, everyone also dun promote. CONFIRM.

eh. i wanna clarify this. im not like some sort of god that will pass everything. im still a human being too. i do have feelings. i do feel pressured to promote. all this is making me go crazy. lets take today chemistry paper for example. i aim to score an A for chem before the paper starts. then while doing the paper, i start to feel the immense pressure to do well, and when im stuck at a question, i just totally freaked out. subsequently, i keep getting mental block and stuff. and i was bugged by the fact that i only need to score 40 marks for this paper to pass midcourse chem. therefore, i tend to give up marks in the paper easily. ARGH. how i wish i didn't know how much i must get to pass. this is some sort of psychology i guess. =.=.

roar.. i just to need say all this because i dunno who to confine this to. im really stressed. damn damn stressed. well this is the estimated grade i expect myself to get for the midcourse paper. not overall. just for the midcourse paper itself.

GP: U
Chinese: D
Bio: B
Maths: D
Chem: S
Geo: paper tml. =.=.

argh. what kind of rubbish result is this lahhs. i wanna promote but 'just nice' promote isn't very good either. my dad will kill me if he see this kind of result lahhs.. disappointed in myself lahhs. all this unneccessary pressure is still coming at me right now, even though i told myself to relax and to take things easy. DAMN IT. SHOO MAN. ROAR. this is like so unlike me. AHH.

AFTER MIDCOURSE, still have pw. mdm z rushing me for the OP slides. argh. you can't expect me to do it like today right? =.=. damn it lahhs. work work and work. i beginning to regret coming to JC. i really do.
i really hope things are much better for you. don't be like me, sitting down here, troubling about papers that have already past. hate this bad habit of mine.

roar. sick of study life.